The Jedi Temple (open)

1/159 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

I'm learning more about the Force on the web, like how to grow it inside myself.

 

Day 2 ∞∞

 

day 4 - youngling

 

This guys is gonna be a Council member

 

4 days, Padawan

 

Day 4 - Jedi Youngling

 

453 days no PMO, semen retention

 

check on rank 1

 

Day 58 - Jedi Knight

 

I lost my battle but I’m not giving up nor am I feeling bad, instead I’m feeling stronger and more powerful to take on the dark side now.

day one : youngling.

 

You have what it takes!

 

I watched a little p-sub last night , returning to youngling

 

Day 19 as Padawan. The longer I go on this journey the more that I realize that I am master of my life and destiny. I don't need to feel like I need to bend the knee psychologically speaking towards the circumstances of life and of other people. It's quite a strange thing to feel like I might be floating on a buoyant cloud rather than feeling weighed down all the time, and I think this is due to abstaining from PMO. Even in situations that were moderately stressful like a long day at work doesn't really grind on my mind like it used to when I was PMO dependent. And that is the point I think is being dependent on something like PMO to deal with feelings of powerlessness, versus learning how to engage with life and to feel on top of things I'm dealing with. Every day free of PMO, and every day that I work towards real goals is a blessing. It is a blessing to avoid hellish behavior and to soar towards the heavens.

This morning after my morning routine and breakfast I was just lying back listening to a podcast, and I noticed how good I feel in the moment. Like I just feel at peace like I never have before.

 

Nooo! You have been doing so well. I hope you can get back on track. And I'm not familiar with what p-sub means, is that porn substitutes?

 

2/158 (2022)

 

Yes it is.

 

Rank 3 - 4 days to Padawan level

 

You are doing great! Why haven't you updated your ranking by your counter?

Edit: I realized I had not read down far enough haha. Still, you are doing well

 

Day 58, the force is getting stronger

 

Day 3 - Youngling