The Jedi Temple (open)

day 38- jedi knight

 

15/140 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

checking in.

 

Day 6

 

@Marcus Aurelius Back to Day 0.

 

Day 77 - Jedi Master

 

472 days SR
44 days no sex

Sex and semen retention are the easy part

Today I did some yoga with a girl at the gym, she told me she noticed another girl at the gym is into me. I think she is but I pretended I didn't realiced it.

I saw the other girl on my way home.
Girls bro, sex and semen retention are so easy compare to deal with girls, but understanding girls, dealing with their egos and emotions that is the hard part it's insane sometimes you need to be 100% to not be crushed or affected by a girls mind.

Sex that is the easy part.

 

Rank 0/7

 

10 days, Padawan

 

falling back to day 0...

 

1 Day: Youngling

Even though I can't speed this up, that won't stop me from putting on some lowkey training montage music! If you're curious, try this one on for size:

It's not a Rick Roll, just TTF&F and Blinding Lights. Mashed together. The comments are hilarious. Hope this makes someone's day

 

Day one, starting again. As I keep falling I stand a little bit taller, realizing what’s my downfall.

 

473 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 7. Now a padawan.

 

16/139 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

day 39- jedi knight

 

Day 78 - Jedi Master

 

473 days semen retention
44 days no sex

Le petit prince
An ex girlfriend gave me some years back the little prince book in french as a present, she even wrote some words in the book dedicated to me. I lent the book some days back to the girl I'm seeing, she wanted to have it, I'm also teaching her some french.
Today she wanted to write over the book and asked me if it's ok. I told her that the book is now hers and she can do it.
She was delighted, I've never seen her so happy.
It's strange how a little detail can change a persons mood.

I'm also starting to study some neurology. It's fun.

 

Day 131
Today and yesterday I've had some of the strongest urges ever but it does not matter how strong the urge I will not masturbate or watch porn. I will not be defeated by this addiction.

 

Day 0...
I thought I'd indentified my thought pattern when it came to P, but had to find out the hard way that it happens much earlier than I thought it did. Weekends are so difficult.

Need to pick myself up again, but not forget why this happened.