The Jedi Temple (open)

Day 98, the force is getting stronger!

 

Sorry lost again
Day 1

 

494 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Relapsed, Day 0

 

day 60- jedi master

 

Day 99 - Jedi Council Member

 

day 9, padawan

i renewed my commitment to nofap yesterday, i want to reach 100 days to see if i can sharpen my focus. masturbation leads to porn as far as i'm concerned, and porn to the dark side of the Force. i want to become a reliable jedi ! so no to the road to the dark side.

woke up at 8:50 AM, after going to bed at 9:50 PM, turbulent sleep, but nothing compromising happened so i am at day 9 today !

i went for a run, without taking any breakfast. i ran for 12 minutes... i have felt weird for most of my day so far, probably because i have not eaten much. i have eaten two or three mashed eggs (or whatever they are called in english), i need to eat more for lunch, and i plan a work out so yes i definitely need to eat something.

i am feeling no particular urge today, i hope it is not my "not eating" that is causing it, WATCH OUT !

the Force is with me.

good day everyone !

 

day 23
Little urges today

 

7/120 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

Day 36 Jedi Knight - I have a lot of urges today. Got a big chess tourney next week , so I need to keep fighting.

 

Relapsed day 1
Now I will post on day 7(12sep)
I think counting my days makes me relapse easier so..
Its hard for me to go on no pmo streak so I have decided to masturbate every 7 days for myself without daydreaming or porn and then I will gradually decrease the masturbation also.

 

Day 139, Jedi Council Member

 

495 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 1, checking in

 

day... 10 ?! apparently

so : i woke up i don't remember when, maybe at 8:50 AM

i ate yogurt with sugar and canned fish for breakfast (sounds disgusting looking back now)...

had a 50 minutes workout (to compensate for yesterday), for 18 minutes i ran to shake off bad luck and bitterness, the rest was :
6x7 pushups
6x10 abs
3x10 each arm lifting 8.75kg

i felt really fine throughout my workout even though i felt like i was going to puke when i ran due to my breakfast...

i weigh 59.4kg i don't why i am so light (last week i reached 60,9kg)... maybe my real mass is growing slower... my mindset should stay the same anyway, if there is a way to gain muscle i will learn it and hopefully as soon as i can. however for the time being it is my only way to want to wake up and be alive (not only but it is a prevailing booster) so honestly i can't have better right now at the moment.

i keep having dreams in the night so that's okay for me...

that's it for today !

may the Force be with you !

 

day 61- jedi master

 

0/119 (2022)
no p-subs, no sex

 

Day 140, Jedi Council Member

 

496 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 2 checking in