day 16, still a padawan woke up at 8:00AM, with lots of energy. preparing for a concert i am playing later this fall. i also invited a girl that i am somewhat attracted to, to fight my tendency of get attached to much to someone. my plan is not repeat that mistake all my life. now my focus is my goals, aka taking care of my body, making music, and succeed at school and at making money. eventually i want to be reliable. i ate breakfast with my dear family and i also prepared my template for lab reports at school. i did not workout yesterday as i was feeling pain in my body. i am going to workout now. may the Force be with you.
day 17 did my workout yesterday, did mine of today, 6x10 abs 3x10 lifting 10kg of water in bottle 3x10 pushups i had a bad vision in my sleep, that i was searching for porn and that i had to reset my counter... that i failed that i had to live longer until i reach my goal of another week... i am going to have a breakfast ! actually i feel great this morning, which means i did not watch porn... otherwise i would feel drained. i must stay alert, the dark side watches, so must i.
Day 44 - Jedi Knight. Tomorrow I take a flight to my chess tourney. Wish me luck. I have the Force within me.
