Day 14 Been a while was so close to fapping on Monday I literally went to the google search bar on my phone 3 times before coming out of google and putting my phone away donwstairs. I was so close to breaking my streak but somehow I held it together every time I hovered my finger over a link I would pause and think do I really want to do this. After putting my phone away I just sat down and talked to myself just reminding myself that even when I want to say I quit or want to give up or want to scream or hate the way I freeze and breathe heavily when I think of something to search up on reddit I have to keep going and it was honestly kinda relieving. My journey has definitely shown improvements. It's quite amazing the discipline I have built now.
day 20 ! but still a padawan. woke up... i don't remember when. before 9:00AM for sure. don't remember if there was any dream. i feel a lot of confusion since yesterday. i have plans for today that i can easily follow so that's a great escape. the last day has been pretty awful. but there is only a way forward, so if i can choose i prefer the one that makes me behave in a good manner.
Day 150, Senior Jedi Council Member This is the longest I've made it in my training, thank you all for your support. Seeing the likes on the posts I've made here have made me strive to go farther than I have before. May the force be with you.
Can I give myself a rank according to my nofap counter because it would be more motivating and easy to count my days through the challenge ?
