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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Marcus Aurelius, Aug 25, 2019.
Day 2. Feeling good and motivated.
I want to join.
504 days no PMO, semen retention
Welcome, you can join
no p-subs, no sex
Day 10, struggling...
So I am youngling at day 1, right ?
Day 109, the force is getting stronger!
welcome fellow aspiring jedi... may this be the place where you'll discover the true beauty of the Force.
felt horrible most of the day, because of an infection i caught. first official day of the school year as far as i am concerned. for some reasons i felt miserable and weak. not dangerous. disposable. i felt in danger. this is something that i am not surprised of. however this whole health situation and how it's handled puts me in a worse mood... i felt deep anger and resentment...
for my workout i ran for 16" and then walked for the next 50". i felt less miserable after that. i should eat more.
i ate a slice of cake for breakfast. rolls of ham and cheese for lunch, yogurt with jam for desert. and some little sandwiches for dinner.
i feel urges... i don't feel like i am objectifying girls in my head as i used to, do i ? however now i am facing boredom again, but as my health is degrading it is mixed with anger. i must do something about it ! come on !
i'll have a great breakfast tomorrow, and i'll wake up early.
day 70- jedi master
Been a while was so close to fapping on Monday I literally went to the google search bar on my phone 3 times before coming out of google and putting my phone away donwstairs. I was so close to breaking my streak but somehow I held it together every time I hovered my finger over a link I would pause and think do I really want to do this. After putting my phone away I just sat down and talked to myself just reminding myself that even when I want to say I quit or want to give up or want to scream or hate the way I freeze and breathe heavily when I think of something to search up on reddit I have to keep going and it was honestly kinda relieving. My journey has definitely shown improvements. It's quite amazing the discipline I have built now.
When will my name be added to the youngling column.
day 20 ! but still a padawan.
woke up... i don't remember when. before 9:00AM for sure. don't remember if there was any dream.
i feel a lot of confusion since yesterday. i have plans for today that i can easily follow so that's a great escape.
the last day has been pretty awful. but there is only a way forward, so if i can choose i prefer the one that makes me behave in a good manner.
@Marcus Aurelius ???
505 days no PMO, semen retention