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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Marcus Aurelius, Aug 25, 2019.
Day 17, checking in.
DAY 6 9
seriously though i won't be there for the weekend so don't worry if i am not there.
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Day 17, the force is getting stronger!
Day 37 - Jedi Knight
159 Days - Senior Jedi Council Member
Day 18, checking in.
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Rank 4 - Youngling
I have not journaled, read, or showered in two days, so I need to make an effort at that these next several days. I don't mind missing my goals every four or five days, but I really don't want miss my goals two days in a row again. I have a set of ten goals I want to accomplish in a day and when I don't journal (accomplishments/goals, gratitudes/blessings, and fantasy analysis), read, or shower, I am already missing 50% of my goals.
The ten daily goals which I will put here are:
1) Journal about 3 of today's accomplishments (no repeating on a day to day basis) as well as set individual goals for the next day
2) Write in my gratitudes/blessings journal with 3 gratitudes (again unique) as well as 3 blessing I wish to give to people or things in life
3) Fantasy analysis journal
5) Read from a physical book
6) Practice Spanish
7) Practice German
8) Wake up at 5AM
9) Bed by 10PM (whether or not I am sleeping I need to be in bed with my devices shut down at 8PM)
10) Write for 15 minutes
Tuesday I met 60% of my goals
Wednesday I met 10% and Thursday I met 20%
I did not get up at 5AM today, but I hope to get 60% overall today.
NNN is going excellently. I have had a couple times where I was watching tv or YouTube and I saw something "sexy", but I just moved on and did not continue to look (no nudity, just bikini'd women or otherwise attractive women). I also have had really hard erections a couple times that I would have relieved with masturbation in the past, but now I just breathe to lower my blood pressure and they go away naturally. I know I will see something triggering at some point, which is why the fantasy journal is so important. If I know why I am triggered, then I can deal with the underlying stressor instead of giving in.
Hope all of your days are going well.
160 Days - Senior Jedi Council Member
Day 38 - Jedi Knight
Day 9 I believe and Day 5 for No Nut November caught a movie, went out to eat and cycled with a few friends, good day out and away from my laptop.
Day 7, checking in, from youngling to padawan. I made it here once before and relapsed, I have learnt from my mistakes and endeavour to be better. I feel good about the rest of november and staying strong. The force is with us!
Day 19, checking in.
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Day 39 - Jedi Knight
Today is Day 201, beyond blessed to make it this far! Thank you everyone and may the force be with you
161 Days - Senior Jedi Council Member
Day 20, checking in.
0 Days: I wish to rejoin the temple. I left some time ago, lost to temptations. I have returned, and I seek to find accountability here once again.