The Jedi Temple (open)

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  1. {Ananta}

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    day nine padawan
    i feel the force getting stronger within me, i feel the radiant energy pulse in my being ,
     
  2. silex_jedi

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    day 53
    tired, don't know how to have a good time before sleep today.
     
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  3. Dovahkin101

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    Day 1 here. One thing that I know helps me is exercise. So I will say now that I will commit to exercising after work tonight. And I will try to enjoy it rather than feeling like slogging through it.
     
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  4. Luxor

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    Day 18 and 19, checking in.
     
  5. AHHHHHHHHHHH

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    So I got to 5 days with out masturbation then I had dispersonastion or however you spell it. Basically I lost my grasp on reality to some extent. Like everything looked artificial and that scared the shit out of me. So I fell off the wagon then I had severe ptsd symptoms. I'm not sure if the ptsd symptoms were related to NoFap cause I was having symptoms before hand. That was actually the reason why I started this. I kind of think going back to porn is what got the ptsd going so I'm gonna try it again. My streak just started at 4 am and I've learned how to meditate better and got a very good app for it. I've also found other good coping mechanisms and am listening to every book I can find on porn addiction. I'm proud of making it five days that was like a experiment if my mind goes all wacky this time I'm just gonna try to stick with it. Any way 0 days starting now.
     
  6. silex_jedi

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    day 54
    tired after a good day of work... can't wait to dye my hair this weekend !

    may the Force be with you.
     
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  7. LaUrss

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    Day 6 . Remind me of more reasons to continue this journey pals. My longest streak is of 60 days and I havent been there in a while.
     
  8. silex_jedi

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    day 55

    the reasons must be yours.
    • to increase your own will power
    • to have control over your dirty thoughts
    • to have more time
    • to be more present for your relatives
    • ...and so on
     
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  9. AHHHHHHHHHHH

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    One day. I found some coping mechanisms and I'm keeping myself busy.
     
  10. AHHHHHHHHHHH

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    What time zone is this forum on? I just changed it to mine I hope it updates right from now on.
     
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  11. Dovahkin101

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    Day 3. It's hard to believe in the beginning of this journey but the more you try the less of a hold PMO has a hold on you.
     
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  12. Luxor

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    Day 21, checking in.
     
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  13. silex_jedi

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    day 56
    i have to rewrite my CV in another langage it is something i dread but i have to.
     
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  14. AHHHHHHHHHHH

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    So I have 2 days. I shifted my goals I see people on here with long streaks of PMO and I don't think that's for me. But I'm completely sick of porn and if I never look at it for the rest of my life that will be fine. So I'm gonna swear off porn but still masturbate. It takes a couple days to work up enough tension to be able to do that anyway cause of my addiction but I hope that will get easier. Sorry if I'm writting to much in here.
     
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  15. Dovahkin101

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    Day 0 relapse. I think a very essential thing I'm missing is having a meaningful job. I work at a gas station and hate it. I want to get a trade and covid through all that up in the air. I was having a lot of anxiety about that but I'm going to apply to my local trades colleges now. I think that if I can get that important piece of the puzzle in place for myself then it will be easier to end my PMO addiction. Meaningful and gratifying work I think will allow me to channel my mental energies in a better direction.
     
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  17. Luxor

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    Day 22, checking in.
     
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  18. silex_jedi

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    day 57
    overslept. i must wake up.
     
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  20. Luxor

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    Day 23, checking in.
     
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