The journey of self discovery

Hey everyone!
I'm an aspiring athlete and a colorful guy who was praised by everyone.
Many of my major goals looked achievable and i did achieve quite a few
The problem started when i could not get over a long losing streak( not sports but overall in my life ).
Although i kept tackling the problems , i started giving up( something i never thought i would) and that is where the pressure got the best of me and the addiction began.
Initially i reduced the stress through it but i kept loosing my self as a person.

Finally, I realized that there would be consequences in the long run and that i had to fight the demon within.....
That is why I'm here..
Hope one day I'll get rid of it and need all the help i can from you guys...