The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Sorry guys relapsed after 33 days but not giving up starting again lessons learnt but need to be committed even after n-number of days and need not to forget about the past struggle and need to make self discipline and meditation as a habit and improve my life

all the best brothers
Your brother in this struggle

day 1 started

 

Yes that is the exact reason why you lost this, it's memory. I now warn people about that because I'm at that point where the original thoughts (the thoughts that you have immediately after you relapse) are fading away a little bit. Because of that, I am going to have to rely on other sources of hatred, like the posts in our journals. Do the same, I highly recommend it.

The way to win is to have a TON of hatred and a TON of seriousness against porn.

 

Day 10 check in

 

2 (Two (II (10( 02))) days done

 

Just done 10th
My feeling is closer to sadness and sleepy

 

Everytime I reached 6 or 7 days I fail. I really avoided porn the whole days, I hustled a lot but right now I relapsed because of some nudes. I feel like my other days where completely for nothing. But this relapse realized me something: I am way more addictive than I thought!
I am addictive to Sex/Porn/Masturbation/Orgasm. I dont know what should I do. Its like anything what I do is not worth

 

day 35 check in

 

Day 17 check in

 

172....

 

Relapsed on saturday after a really shitty week...
Checking in for day 2

 

God fucking damn it man, you and I really are in sync. I was holding out for you keeping going this time around, but don't sweat it. Do what I did, and diagnose what led you to relapse.

For instance, this time around I let what appeared to be a very mild urge brood and before long it became major. This streak I need to take every warning sign more seriously ere it turn into more than just a warning sign.

 

Day 97

 

Jop seems like that. My problems start, when the stagnation starts. Eventhough I know, that what I'm doing is the right thing, I start changing things instead of sticking to the plan. In case of NoFap, when I stop seeing the negative effects of PMO, I start thinking "Oh PMO is not so bad, why not". Same with diet, sleep, work outs, job and so on. Doesn't make any sense, I know

 

Checking in for day 13!

 

@RiseToGreatness hello brother! Hello everybody. Just want to know if the thread is still open. I have a good strike but i need a motivation to go on and the most challenges is until 90 or 100 days or asking to reset your counter. What do you say? Can i i enjoy?

 

Day 33