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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
Checking in for both day 3 and day 4.
I didn't check in yesterday. I actually don't know why I didn't check in. I had an answer then thinking about writing it felt really stupid excuse. I don't want to write excuses. So I am sorry for skipping yesterday.
I went back to reading books, which gives me a different feeling. I am so happy to having the time to read again, as I have more time now with no porn searches.
Day 8 - Uruk-Hai.
Caught myself fishing but didnt give in!
Still i mustnt be so sloppy and stay focused
Celebrating 8 years with my girlfriend today.
Last year we almost broke up because of porn. I feel so lucky to have her in my life and to be on the right track to quite this addiction
Thanks for the share man. The squirrels will look up at me! I guess I have to remember I'm still pretty early into this journey in the big picture. I will see a lot of improvement in the future as long as I don't quit.
I felt like I wanted to ask a girl I worked with out today. It was her last day, and I've always kinda wondered whether she liked me. I dunno... There's clues, but I'm so clueless with this stuff it's hard to know.
In the end I'm scared of girls and just chickened out. I don't know why I seize up like that when it comes to talking to girls, but I do. Like there's some mental block... Like I'm stuck behind some kinda wall. I've had this problem since I was at least a teen.
Maybe I'm just not ready yet for those kind of escapades.
Never made to even 1 month . So yep this time . I will be more focused on the journey.
Day 231 no PMO. Played basketball and rode Onewheel with my daughter in the morning. Had a nice dinner out with my wife last night. Good day.
Day 16 No P
Day 102 No M + Semen retention
I am feeling stronger and today urges were also less disturbing but I couldn't follow my daily routine . Yes I did workout cold shower and meditation because these are essential parts of sexual transmutation.
Semen is a complex mixture of calcium, phosphorus, lecithin, cholesterol, albumin,and nucleoproteins.
So please don't lose it. As much as you can.
Hobbiton, I am almost there!
Day 3 completed
464 days high king
532 days no PMO, semen retention
Day 9! I'm taking recovery more seriously now than I have in the past. Determined to finally win this battle!
many times bro. it´s the withdrawal, hang in there. We´re with you!!!
Two weeks ago I performed an abortion to a close relative; I’m a physician, she is very young, she had a delayed period of one week or less. The pregnancy happened because of a one night stand, she took the after day pill but still got pregnant. The after day pill can fail if you are already ovulating because the pill works by stopping ovulation. She was very drunk too. She is not always like this, I know her, but alcohol is bad for a girl. Still irresponsible do.
This abortion was especially troublesome for me, she was a bit lonely those days she even texted me before it happened saying hi and to talk. She wanted to spend time with me but I was having my head in somewhere else. I guess if I hanged out with her this would have not happened. I know it is not my fault and if it didn’t happened this time it could have happened another time.
-Learn about contraception if you are planning to have sex
-Don’t be a drunk and don’t mix alcohol with sex
Surgery and love
Some days ago I made a choice of being a surgeon also the next day I told the girl I’m dating to be my girlfriend she said yes, it is the first time I say this to a girl, she will be my first serious girlfriend, I have dated before but never took it seriously. It is been some stressful weeks also if you consider the abortion I performed to my close relative. I was a bit at shock.
Right now I realize life is quite complex and unpredictable, the only thing to do is to remain cool and keep going, there is no room to hesitation or to have doubts because if you act based on fear, laziness or your own rigid ideas this can not only hurt yourself but it can hurt others as well.