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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
Happy birthday man! That probably is the best present you can give yourself!
Yesterday , I don't know what i was doing as i installed the adult game which i used to play and played it for some time, later realised i was doing wrong and immediately uninstalled it and focused myself on other tasks.
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Your mind is starting to loose focus because you almost finish the challenge which is usually when long streak holders relapse.
So be careful these days. Probably keep on the challenge other 500 days. This is a sign you are in danger
Be on the watch my friend! Devil want's you to fall specially when you're about to accomplish something like you're about to!
Don't let him win, even if it gets a little harder now!
Day 12 finished
Day 1: Orc (The spell of porn is strong in you)
Worked today. Feel in a fog... only partly present. I guess that's how it'll be for awhile. I managed to get through and become an Orc again though, which is good. It's sure rainy here lately.
My goal as an Orc is to get my workout routine going again, although I will probably be tweaking it a bit throughout the week to get to what works for me right now. I would like to feel back on track with that though.
0 days >> Nazgûl (You were once a man, a great King, now fallen to the power of PMO)
I'm still too self-assured. My addiction and also other things have great power over me
Day 279 no PMO. Tough day yesterday. Searched YouTube for p subs but luckily didn’t watch any videos. What is wrong with me? I head home today. Drive is about 9 hours so my mind will have plenty of time to get off track and I have relapsed right when I got hike from this drive before. Seems like a lot of people had tough days yesterday. I’ll be praying for you guys and myself.
Day 11 monk mode journey.
Hm... As suspected I was tempted yesterday before sleep. When addiction sees opportunity, it strikes. This time I was saved by the thing that I fixed my sleep schedule (I go to sleep and wake up around the same time every day). So I didn't have to endure urges to watch for too long and fell asleep. Today I woke up and I feel good. God up on time. Went for a walk - very fresh air after snowing. Technically my day off but I think I'll study. I don't have anything much planned.
Main goal now - 365 days. 354 left.
0-1-2-3-4-5-6-7-8-9-10-12-14-15-18-20-25-28-30-35-40-45-50-53-56-60-63-66-70-75-83-90-97-104-111-118-120-125-132-139-146-150-157-164-170-177-184-190-197-204-210-217-225-232-239-246-250-257-264-274-281-288-295-300-307-315-322-330-337-344-350-357-364-371-375-382-389-396-400-407-414-421-428-435-442-450-457-464-471-478-485-492-495-499-500-507-514-521-528-532-537-544-551-558-565-572-579-586-593-600-607-611-618-625-632-639-647-654-661-668-675-682-689-696-703-710-717-724-731-738-745-752-759-766-773-780-787-794-801-808-815-822-829-836-844-851-858-865-872-879-887-894-901-908-915-922-929-936-943-950-957-964-971-977-984-991-998-1000(end of journey).
Spoiler: Necessary conditions for my reboot
1. Daily checking in here. Two times a day.
2. Healthy rewards for reaching specific amount of days.
3. Keeping my going to sleep and waking up times stable.
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Happy birthday bro!!!
It´s the ring doing it´s thing brother. Fight it!! keep your focus on the mountain, you´re almost at the Chambers of Fire
Checking in Fellowship!!!
so far, great day, went out for a stroll with the family, bought the newspaper, then hanging home reading it. at the afternoon i will continue with my family duties, then go for a run . life´s good
no urges or temptations, total flatline.
The Fellowship is struggling now, with several slips and slides. So here´s an inspiring testimony from "your brain on porn".
Have a great day Fellowship!!! Stay focus, stay on the path!
"Let me tell you the truth right when you decide to take the challenge: You won't be able to
do it. Or, at least, that's what you're going to think every single day, and it'll feel so true that
you just can't take it anymore. You will be going through the emotional ups and downs and
downs of withdrawal. You are like a man setting out to climb a tall mountain who has never
walked before. At first it will seem impossible, but as you walk a little bit more each day, your
muscles, i.e., your willpower, will grow and it will become possible.
So take it one day at a time, always. Don't look at what you're doing as fighting a war to quit for X days, or it seems too big to take on. Realize that what you're doing is just saying ‘no’ once. When that urge
comes up, you say ‘no’, you scream into a pillow, you scream internally, you throw those
thoughts away, you distract yourself, you realise how much better you've done without porn,
and how much you have to lose going back and starting over and maybe not even getting this
far. You don't let that urge go anywhere. You say ‘no’, that one time, and you do that every one
time that it comes up. That's it. Not X days of constant willpower, just a subtle lifestyle
change, a quiet ‘no’ whenever the random desire flickers up and tries to take hold."
Day 35. Having a long weekend off work and feeling rejuvenated. Pushing ahead to the halfway mark.
Back on track after a month of bad relapsing. 14 days clean and feel good right now. Exercised, went to church and meditated(though quality was low for the last two days and mind was quite a jumpy monkey)
9 Days. Yesterday I had sex. I think this decision to quit PM is really doing its thing. Sex was a lot better than usual overall and i don't feel as tired as I used to. I'll try my best to protect my streak because It's starting to look more more like the goal I had in my mind when I began. I think I'll have to up my workout game somehow, but it's so difficult for me to eat the right amount of calories. Anyway, cheers to all the Fellowship.