Day 18 Today wasn’t too difficult, I did experience some inappropriate thoughts in the afternoon but they passed over me in no time at all. Made it safely to the Buckleberry Ferry, minus a few wraiths on the way! Working from home for the next three days so I hope and pray I’ll remain strong.
Hey templar, thought about setting some goals for internet usage. Like using it purposefully and more focused, so you can get something out of that.
I'm still not focused with the use of my time, feels bad, but I'm silently adding productive stuff when I do nothing.
Day 3 complete! @Slider8 No, I didn't check out any of the posts above my last one, but I hope to get back to reading posts every day. I'm back to dropping likes, don't worry! @Prophet Moonstruck Yes, I am trying to set some goals for myself! Not going to use my phone while the door to my room is closed, for one. Today was good. I felt a little prodding from the chaser effect but I was successfully able to acknowledge those urges and return to the task at hand. St. Ignatius of Loyola, pray for us!
Maybe she doesn’t want a terapist because she doesn’t think that it’s that bad or she thinks that she knows what to do. I would suggest that you would go to a couples terapy alone at least you will feel beter and stronger, I think. I have a similar situation and this is what I am planning to do when I collect enough money.
Day 36 completed! I am doing good. Slept a bit less last night, but I will live. Drinking cofee every day. Still not phishing, not looking at female profiles (though I keep wanting to click on them instinctively), but I do get some thoughts, there are a bit less of them and theyre more about my wife - better than before.
Day 331 no PMO. Had a good day working from home. No urges. I started looking away whenever there is a racy scene on the tv and that seems to be helpful.
Day 27. the good old covid Finally caught up to me. Last night was one of the worst nights of my life - with insane fever/coughing and headaches. I am so tired of this shit. I already had A quarantine this month.
Day 27 Yesterday I wasted some time in social media. Didn't get to fish, but I was about to do it, so I'll get away from it for some days.
Day 0! I feel angry because I fall in the temptation with low urges. But something that I have to accept (and I'm happy for it) is that now the sessions don't take so long. Other thing that I notice is that I was playing to much video games, so maybe that didn't help(at least for me) for this journey. I will take in count that for the future. So continue here my brothers in the figth I know that I will do it better the next strike.
