Day 334 no PMO. Good day yesterday. Got a lot of work done. Closed up my accounting books for 2021 so that was a big stress release. As I mentioned I have been reading / listening to the book Every Man’s Battle. Yesterday I was listening to it in the car and forgot to turn it off. When we went back out later in the evening the book started playing with my wife and kids in the car. My wife asked what that was and I tried to simply tell her the title. She kept pushing so I said it was a self help book. I was telling the truth but obviously omitting the fact that it is about PMO. She is aware of my problems with PMO but has not asked me about it In years. I think she wants to believe I have this thing “all figured out”. Anyway… I feel I have to sneak around to do my recovery work until this thing is years behind me because that is what she already thinks. The whole thing sucks. I wish women could be more accepting that this is a problem that a lot of guys have (probably most guys) and not judge us so harshly. We are the ones trying to stop after all while most don’t even think it’s a problem. I just wish I could fast forward to where this was all behind me. One day I hope.