The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 8 done!
Working on myself, keep strong my brothers!

 

Day 276

I'm trying to start a new habit, interval fasting. 16/8 protocol. I'm not fat but I'm sick of my "love handles". I want them out of my body.

 

Day 5 checkin

 

Day 2 complete - Orc

 

Day 448

 

Day 2 complete.

The veterans can correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't think this journey will ever come to a point when it is not a daily massive struggle. I have to accept that and learn to be comfortable with the struggle.

St. Juan Diego, pray for us!

 

Day 0,

The path is never ending and it is our responsibility to continue putting one foot infront of the other.

Stay strong fellowship! I had a peek and a bit of a look if you wiil. Not comfortable saying that I am still on a streak, but happy to be where I am now.

 

Day 0 ,
I am in

 

Day 28 complete

I feel like I realy rested well this weekend. I didn’t do anything special, maybe it’s just that I am taking vitamin D again. Because I have a vitamin D deficiency and wasn’t taking my supplements for about a month… ups. This might have been the reason why I relapsed previously

 

Day 18 - Hobbit, Buckland

 

day 5 orc

 

Day 5 as an ORC

 

Day 0 again - MO in the morning - I tried to not fantasize at least and was able to reduce fantasy to a minimum.
No P and it felt way different. I know I wouldnt do that (Mo without O and fantasizing) more than 10-20 min a week normally.
So the P is the real enemy. And the black hole inside me that causes this addiction.
Nevertheless its a relapse and I'll treat it like that.

Morning-routine:
5 min meditation, 1 min hand-stand, 2 min Gratitude, 15 min progressive muscular relaxation (PMR),
3 min practising self-love, 2 min max-cold shower.

This is not a super-hero routine but its makin' a big difference!

Wish you all much strength and a beautiful day !!!

 

Day 441 no PMO.

 

Check in day 223

 

Day 21. Feeling motivated!

 

day 0

hello Fellowship. I have relapsed yesterday and this morning. something about the wedding triggered me and I couldn't resist. time to start over again. I think I was at the part of the story when Arwen is running away from the Ringwraiths to get to the safety of Rivendell. but in my case, I couldn't save Frodo from the Witch king's blade.

during the wedding, the DJ called all married couples to the dance floor for a slow dance. there were very few of us young adults left sitting at the tables, and even among us, a lot of us were in relationships. I don't think I was really jealous, like I wasn't resentful of those people being in relationships. but it just added fuel to the fire of my craving to eventually be in a relationship. and that sent me overboard when I came back to the hotel that night.

I can't let that happen again, so I need to do some serious reflection and introspection to be more stable in my own single life right now.

while I am bummed that I have to start over, I am very glad I made it to 27 days. I don't remember the last time I made it that far, and I owe that success to this community and God's Grace. imagine if I only relapsed for just two days every month... that would be so much less than what I have been doing for the past 20 years! Progress is being made.

let's get at it again. I am a Nazgûl and my mission is to make it to a month no PMO/make it to Rivendell at the very least.
Thank you all.