Day 6 Almost Uruk Hai It's been so long since I've made it in one week, it’s crazy. But having a good AP makes such a huge difference. If you are struggling, get one!
Day 454 no PMO. Good day yesterday. No urges. Headed to church to volunteer in an hour or so. Have a great day everyone.
Thanks bro both P and M matter equally to me because I believe in the power of semen. Day 2 and I had only one urge which drifted away eventually when I chose to just observe it instead of acting on it.
107 days my friends Still recovering from the flu, not well, but slightly better than yesterday. Today i will stay at home gathering my strenghts cause tomorrow i resume work, so i need to be close to form. No urges or temptations, feeling good Nothing more to add. Have a great day brave Warriors. Let´s keep going!
Just a really quick check in--I have family in town for my daughter's wedding which was Friday, so I didn't disappear I just have other things going on and am not getting online much. The wedding was beautiful and amazing. My wife and I are so happy for the new couple and glad about their mutually healthy views towards sexuality as they enjoy their honeymoon. We have started doing actual Karezza and it has been wonderful so far. Feeling grateful and at peace in this continuing life and streak.
Day 50 / 1000. Battles won against pmo: 9. It was a good day. Went to church in the afternoon. To the forest in the evening. Bonfire, cooking meat, surrounded by nature - it was fun. I was quite tempted before writing here. Maybe not to fully relapse but to peek the peculiar places of the internet and to edge. Said "no", so +1. Why would I edge? I don't want to pmo, so why would I agitate myself? It seems that I still cannot leave pmo evil behind and I drag it to the new life. There is so much stuff to do in this life and I am still clinging to pmo. When will I let it go completely? Spoiler: Journey stuff Stuff that should help to not pmo: 1. No internet for recreational purposes until 6 pm. 2. Waking up on the same time every day.
Day 142 Final day of my college trip, had a nice drive home through the Welsh valleys with my closest friend to talk to - couldn’t have wished for a better afternoon! Erections are becoming more and more frequent, not sure what the underlying cause is. I have been out of my gym routine because of a hectic week, but I’m back at it tomorrow morning - hopefully the discipline with aid with urges.
Day 3 complete! Staying busy is really the key. I've hardly had a spare moment in these past 3 days to think about using PMO, but not in a stressful way--simply because I was filling all my time with behaviors that are constructive and/or enjoyable. Even asking my parents if there are any unpleasant chores around the house which they'd like me to do is better than giving my mind free rein to wander towards lustful thoughts. I just can't let myself get bored. The fact that I've been struggling along here with such consistently low streaks for close to two years says something about my attitude, I think. What measures am I actually willing to take to get rid of this? How hard am I willing to fight? I am capable of defeating any urge and saying no to any temptation if I put my mind and my soul into it, so why haven't I been doing that? What will it take to get me to start doing that? I can't say yet. St. Rita of Cascia, pray for us!
