The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.

Should the Thread Title be extended?

Poll closed Jun 21, 2020.
  1. No, leave like that: "The Lord of the Rings Challenge"

    18 vote(s)
    54.5%
  2. Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Fellowship of Nofap"

    15 vote(s)
    45.5%
  3. Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: Rising Fellowship of Eärendil"

    0 vote(s)
    0.0%
  4. Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Journey to Mount Doom"

    5 vote(s)
    15.2%
  5. Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Quest of the Ring-bearer"

    6 vote(s)
    18.2%
Multiple votes are allowed.
  1. Talz

    Talz Fapstronaut

    1 days >> Orc (The spell of porn is strong in you)

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    I have cast off the cloak of the Nazgûl and rejoined the realm of the living... Or at least I think.

    Today I faced an interesting test. When I was out for my walk I saw what looked to be a torn out picture from a magazine that was placed on a bench along the side of the path. Out of the corner of my eye I saw what looked to be the female form. A voice in my head instinctively told me not to look at it knowing it seemed to show a lot of skin, but I didn't heed. I found myself staring at the picture of a topless woman! Who would expect to see porn on a public path?! My attention got stuck on it for a short period before I tore my attention away and kept on walking. On the way back I didn't look and used the experience to test my willpower. I don't know if this counts as looking at porn though, so I will let our resident Valar @RiseToGreatness decide.

    In the event that I am in the clear and the journey continues then I am now an Elf twisted and ruined by the dark powers of Melkor; an Orc! I serve the dark lord in Mordor for now, but I'll be free of his chains soon enough. My first major goal is to make it to 30 days and become a pure Elf as all Orc's were meant to be!

    I can definitely feel a certain heaviness, but I'm better then I was yesterday. Yesterday I felt so exhausted I couldn't even complete my walk I felt so bad. I felt really uncomfortable and awkward walking around today though, especially walking by girls. I didn't really want anyone to approach me in general though; social anxiety was very high. One step at a time I guess...
     
  2. Retentionistheway

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  3. CALM IN SUFFERING

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    Day 48 complete

    I last posted on wednesday morning. Wednseday went good, my wife was home with me most of the time. But for thursday and friday I also stayed home because I got sick again and I was left alone completely. Thursday was bad, I looked at a lot of sexy girl images, not any P content though, even when I didn’t want to. On friday I managed not to look at any girls even at social media profiles. And saturday was a great day with my wife at home, still being sick. Today I am still sick. I feel like I am loosing this game of life, so I am coming back to sleeping 8-9 strict, no video games even on the phone and reading before bed. Right now I am sleeping < 8, I have more time, but I waste much more of it. And I am determined to eat one clove of garlic with every dinner for the health.
     
  4. kaerhal

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    Day 148

    This battle seems to have ramped up in difficulty in recent days; I’ve been aroused nearly all day, persistent erections, and I even had a dream that I was watching porn! While I can’t help but laugh at the latest part, it’s still annoying to feel like I’ve failed - even if it was only a dream!
     
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  5. newbobido

    newbobido Fapstronaut

    Day 1

    Two days ago everything was going great. But that night I went out and had a couple of drinks and when I came back I watched Porn. I stopped and got my shit together but it was definitely a relapse. I’m just happy that I stopped and didn’t finish or binge. Yesterday I acted right and I feel fine now. So I’m not happy about it but it could have been much worse.
     
  6. IveWastedMyTime

    IveWastedMyTime Fapstronaut

    DAY 0 - Beginning of DAY 1
    :(

    Yesterday I had a relapse again - it was only small and very short but relapse is relapse. I need to be very strict with this addiction otherwise it will always try to find ways to slip through!

    Changed my Challenges to "Counters" - I think if I count my minutes/hours/days its better for me because then I always see my monthly progress as a whole which will motivate me more . So no more challenges (except TLotR ofc :D)

    Today I did the following routines:
    5 min Meditation
    2 min cold Shower
    1 min Hand-Stand
    2 min Gratitude
    2 min Self-Love
    2 min Reasons-to-quit


    Now (for example) a 2 min cold shower would give me 2 points in awareness and willpower - self-love would give me points in self-love ( :D ) and Gratitude would be awareness and faith.
     
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  7. Belvedere

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    Wow time is moving fast! I logged on to see I have finally arrived safe in the shire :) Blessed sunday to you all
     
  8. IveWastedMyTime

    IveWastedMyTime Fapstronaut

    Did a 40 min intense push-Workout (at home) -- no more excuses now!
    +40 Body-strength
     
  9. RiseToGreatness

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    good luck bro!
     
  10. RiseToGreatness

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    yeah, i don´t see that like a relapse. you didn´t search for it, it was on a public place, so that´s ok, it´s a slip, at most. carry on but be careful with those things. curiosity killed the cat.
     
  11. RiseToGreatness

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    Checking in Fellowship!!

    Sorry for not posting in the last days, very busy days. I´m feeling solid, no hesitation, and my social anxiety is a lot lesser, i´m feeling better by the day :). unfortunatelly i slipped yesterday on food and sugar, during and after a birthday party. so from now on i decide to do a preemptive entry in my journal everytime i face a social event with possibility of food and sugar binging. that will help me stay grounded and focused.

    Today, as consequence, i´m a lot tired and demotivated. but such is live, living and learning.

    Have a great day my friends, and a great week ahead!
     
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  12. Slider8

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  13. Retentionistheway

    Retentionistheway Fapstronaut

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  14. Kairose

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  15. Anas778

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  16. a_unique_user

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    Day 4 as an Orc, complete.
     
  17. Talz

    Talz Fapstronaut

    "Be careful, both of you. The Enemy has many spies in his service; birds and beasts. Is it safe? Never put it on, for then the agents of the Dark Lord will be drawn to its power. Always remember, Frodo, the Ring is trying to get back to its master. It wants to be found."

    A quote well remembered...
     
  18. Ace4321

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    Hello everyone in Middle Earth. I have been corrupted by the Precious. I must destroy it before it destroys me completely. I am a Nazgul it being Day 0-1.

    The journey is long and I do not know the way, but I will take the ring.

    I feel like death itself because I edged today. Anxiety and fear is all around me.
     
  19. Ready to Stop

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    I finished! Wasn’t first (obviously) but I also wasn’t last! Feeling ok today. Tomorrow I expect to be back to 100%.
     

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