Checking in Fellowship Friends!
120 Days Free of PMO. 4 months, almost as long as the period of auto pilot mode, after my last relapse.
I tackled this week with success and had some great feedback, now I can take some rest as I have a few days off. I did not only "survive", I thrived and grew from the week. I am really happy about that. I await the result of an interaction, this may bear some good news for me, if I make it to the next step.
Also, I mentioned the other day my total T has gone up about 20% since last year. I received the results for my free T , it has also gone up by 28%, since last year. I also tested for the first time, bioavailable T. We'll see where I stand on that front. My goal for next year is to bring it up again by at least 10-15%.
Stay Strong!
120
days After a long walk you reach Minas Morgul, the dark fortress of Mordor. Once called Minas Ithil, the twin city of Minas Tirith, it was dominated by the forces of PMO in the Third Age.
"Upon the further side, some way within the valley's arms, high on a rocky seat upon Ephel Dúath, stood the walls and towers of Minas Morgul. All was dark about it, earth and sky, but it was lit with light. Not the light welling through the marble walls of Minas Ithil long ago, fair and radiant in the hollow of the hills. Paler indeed than the moon ailing in some slow eclipse was the light of it now, wavering and blowing like a noisome exhalation of decay, a corpse-light, a light that illuminated nothing."
A superior power is needed so you transformed into a Elf-King: wise, powerful and immortal.
@HE^MAN Yeah the pressures of a move can definitely get to you, but again bro be proud not only did you get back up but you have so many days in your favour to keep moving you forward. Also, check out the front page rankings have updated since your last journey.
@MS PBH Glad to have you back brother, it has been quite some time.
@breaking-myths This is your addict mind trying to convince that you would of done better had you been PMOing. Unlikely, be proud that you went through that exam without that cope. Even if your marks aren't the best on this one, revisit your study plan, talk with your teacher and you will see things change on the next one.
@Ready to Stop Sorry to hear about your relapse brother, you've identified a trigger though. Come up with an action plan to overcome it. You can take this down, you've proven so in the past and you can do so again.