The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 219
temporary rest day. But it is important to me. Any way Mr olympia 2022 is coming soon. Stay tuned

 

Thnx pal! Indeed!
Have a great day

 

Thanks for support, mate! Be strong!

 

Day 21

 

Time is running out. I am wasting my opportunities.

Day 58

Fight harder today to keep your emotions at check and work hard to achieve your goals.

 

Checking in Fellowship Friends!

143 Days Free of PMO

Busy day once more, but the week is over now. Weekend filled with rest and contemplation on revamping certain things.

Stay Strong!

143 days – After slaying countless PMO forces, you reach the top of the Tower. You see the exit, Mordor is in sight!

 

26 days

 

Don't know if this can be triggering to some ,but read with a bit of caution .

I overslept today and usually when I am towards the end of my sleep (kindof in a half asleep state) I have dreams , but today it was a sexual one and it was not something I dreamed intentionally .It was kind of one of my fantasies or something and I was unable to stop dreaming and I fapped in my sleep , but as soon as I knew of this , I woke up and that's how I still remember this dream.

I was having a really good streak and this dream just brought back a lot of guilt I had held on in the past.

Is this considered a relapse?@Redemptionisrequired @Baki Hanma

 

13 days – The PMO forces were at your tail but you crossed the Ford of Bruinen, leaving them behind. The House of Elrond is in sight!

Party yesterday, now sex fantasies. Gotta cool it down so the urges won't overcome me. Gotta reach Elf status at least.

 

Day 2

I am okay

 

Weekly Checkin - week 6 -
Lowest rung on Faster scale - Exhaustion due to intense work week and v bad diet high on sugar and staying in dusty house
Feeling run down - no energy for others
Double bind - filling my day with stuff and neglecting my admin. The core simple stuff just has to be done else I have no base
Resolution - rest and admin. Really use this week to reset on admin, pctsn, diet and put structure in place to not get run down

 

Day 24 no PMO. I have some exciting plans today so it should be a good day with no temptation.

 

Day 0
Relapsed multiple times today and even watched porn for a hours. Anyways I do not have control over the past so I am gonna try going even further this time on my nofap streak.
Wishing my brothers luck on their respective journeys.

 

In my opinon brother, I think it s not a relapse. When you weren't engaging that activity in conscious mind , it is not a relapse. But brother becareful . because chaser effect will be activated normally after fapping. I know it is too hard to reach 90 day goal. because I have felt those feelings when I was completing 90 day goal. Goodluck and Happy weekend

 

Day 220
I installed windows 11 in my computer a moment ago. It's beautiful too

 

It is normal thing brother when you are completing most important goal ( 90 day) . I also remember some p stuff after having wetdreams. But be careful brother. Stay present is the most important thing. you have energy to do this brother. I don't you recognized that you have increased your mental strength than about 4 months ago . You can do it brother

 

Checking in Fellowship Friends!

144 Days Free of PMO

I'll be keeping my check ins brief during the work week, I'm trying to decrease the amount of time I spend online overall. Given my work encompasses full day on screens. Perhaps, on my weekends I will write more.

Have a good weekend lads

Stay Strong!

@breaking-myths You experienced a wet dream/nocturnal emission brother, these are not considered a relapse. You are likely stressed in your day to day and your body wasn't finding its peace, so it forced one out for you. Don't beat yourself up for this, just keep moving forward. Be careful as chaser effect after a wet dream is common.

 

we are unstoppable brothers. I watched unstoppable song when i felt tired.It is a amazing gift

 

beautiful number brother, good luck.

 

Day 23
I'm entering into the cold Misty Mountains, the Hithaeglir
Here you enjoy the misty mountains cold song