One more day of walking in the snowy Misty Mountains my brothers. Here´s a powerful testimony of a brother who was ceptical of nofap
Day 5!! Feeling a shade better today, definitely not great but an improvement. Some mild urges today, but I was pretty good at identifying and dealing with them relatively quickly - room for improvement though. I had a real urge for the first time this streak last night. Kind of glad to have proper urges again in a weird way, I think it's a sign I'm beginning to recover and return to homeostasis (even if my sexual homeostasis is totally fucked up, I can't improve it if it's being totally surpressed). Either way, this is the largest streak I've had all lockdown! It's nowhere near as impressive as my all time-best to be sure, but under these unprecedented conditions it's harder to stay sober but I think I'm finally learning how. It's not all about streak though! I have to remember that. It's about taking recovery one day at a time, whether I'm one day clean or one thousand.
Day 4 checkin. I can feel the energy coming again. Had some urges but was able to fight them instantly. Happy about the progress.
Day 16 It has been such a borinnnnnngggg day today. Plus, I'm tired. Another plus: I've been bored. The urges have been SOOOOOO strong today, I can't believe I made it through. It made me think of the scene where Spoiler: Naruto Shippuden spoiler Jiraiya was about to die. I created a gif that really represents the situation well.
Checking in on day 111. On Nelson so needs to be extra careful today. This is going to be another very busy week.
you got to change your behaviour bro. change your life, surviving is not the same has overcoming. You got to improve your life right now, if you continue the path of boredom you´re gonna relapse.
The problem is that I have to stay at home the whole day. I have to study which feels sometimes boring. That leads to useless time spent on the phone... Also I think I have a lack of willpower
