The Lord of the Rings Challenge

3 days
One step after the other, we are only humans (and elves, hobbits, dwarfs,...)

 

Day 52. Finding it helpful to journal when I wake up, to set my intentions for the day. Helps me to start the day off right. Cup of coffee, and journal. Helps me stay in touch with my goals.
Happy Friday, Fellowship! Have a great day

 

Day 338
Happy weekend!

 

Day 8

 

Check in day 41

 

15 days
Low urges yesterday but have somthing like a wet dream but without eyaculation.
Worked out but didn't took a cold shower (I have not took a shower)

 

Day 47. Dwarf.

 

Checking in Fellowship Friend's!

14 day's Free of PMO.

Stray Strong!

 

Day 12

Relaxing afternoon, now heading to bed in preparation for a busy weekend. Tomorrow will be a slog so I hope I’m not assailed with urges, but even if I am I’m confident in my ability to refuse them.

 

Check in day 42

 

Day 9 complete - Hobbit

Experienced some positive social interactions today, plus more calmer overall

 

Day 1

 

Day 33!

 

4 days
Life is too short to PMO

 

Day 4 completed,
A brave friend, Tom Bombadil, takes notice of your quest. He teaches you a rhyme to summon him if you fall into danger within his borders.

 

Day 77 - Warrior

 

Day 339

 

Day 45.

I am tempted to relapse. It's very important to survive today. I think the good way would be to look at the situation as an opportunity to become stronger. Despair "I won't be able to do this anyway" is not a good friend now.

The car ride two days ago was nice. As I said, that Ford is not much powerful and I am not that good at this, but I still had lots of fun. Nature was also nice.

Yesterday besides doing usual stuff I went to the pool and in the evening we celebrated mom's birthday.

Today I am super lazy and boring. Maybe that contributes to temptations. What can you do... This is life... I'll try to do something productive anyway.

Maybe I really have a bit tyrannical approach, when it comes to no pmo. How about a reward then? It's the start of April. If I go until July 1st without pmo, I will buy myself a good denim jacket. I haven't had one since childhood. I would really like one. So, I think it's a good reward. I don't want to forget this, so I put reminder into spoiler below.

I put this potential reward, but don't get me wrong. My old strict approach still holds. If I relapse, not only I won't get a jacket, but I will also be a pathetic loser. Wasting my streak for nothing really would be shameful. I will get rid of the lack of honour and lack of honesty (to the point it's possible) even if it means very strict methods.

Spoiler: Journey stuff

Next reward - denim jacket on July 1st.
Hard mode + no shutting blockers down - day 45.
No caffeine (no coffee, tea, chocolate, etc.).
Calisthenics workout every Saturday. I can do one additional workout on any chosen day.

 

Day 9

 

48 days- With boats given by the Elfs you sail on the river Anduin. The journey continues south to Amon Hên.
Have been getting wet dreams consecutively for the last few days. Can't figure out the reason.