Sexual Energy Transmutation
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Close to Day 3
The Lord of the Rings Challenge
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Day 21!
Baki Hanma
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Day 4
Day 29, trod on!
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Day 9
Average_Joe0285
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Day 3 done and out of the way. Keep your chin up lads.
Stoic.
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Day 030
Sexual Energy Transmutation
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Day 3
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Day 22. Entering the cold Misty Mountains.
Baki Hanma
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Day 5:
Day 30, trod on!
30 days – Your loved ones send you a gift as a token of their love. Radagast, the Brown, in his rabbit sleigh delivers you Evenstar – a silver necklace with a white stone. "When the memory of the fear and the darkness troubles you...this will bring you aid".
Quest Item – Evenstar
Vicegerent
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It has been a long time, fellowship. I have been living a good life, free of porn. But today, I broke down a little. I slipped up and watched P. I have no intentions to go back there again. And, I’ve finally decided, it’s due time I paid a visit. My life has been going well, I am much more social and that has filled the gap that I was filling with P last year, my recovery seemed to be going on a very good track.
But now, I am shunning those things again and P seems to be returning. My insecurities about myself, they are trying to take me over. And tell me I’m not good enough. But I know, I am good enough.
It’s a hard battle, this internal conflict. These conflicts in morality. I want to do a thing, but think it’s wrong. I am very religious. But surely, talking to a girl is way better than watching P. I was talking to one, but I felt myself getting too close. And I don’t want that. Its scary. I feel that at the most people can think of me is a friend, nothing closer than that. I may be wrong, that’s a high probability, I’ve never tried to make a girlfriend. I always thought I don’t look good enough. So,.. I am distancing myself, and feeling bad. And now again feeling the urge to watch P.
Pray for guidance.
Wish everybody luck.
But now, I am shunning those things again and P seems to be returning. My insecurities about myself, they are trying to take me over. And tell me I’m not good enough. But I know, I am good enough.
It’s a hard battle, this internal conflict. These conflicts in morality. I want to do a thing, but think it’s wrong. I am very religious. But surely, talking to a girl is way better than watching P. I was talking to one, but I felt myself getting too close. And I don’t want that. Its scary. I feel that at the most people can think of me is a friend, nothing closer than that. I may be wrong, that’s a high probability, I’ve never tried to make a girlfriend. I always thought I don’t look good enough. So,.. I am distancing myself, and feeling bad. And now again feeling the urge to watch P.
Pray for guidance.
Wish everybody luck.
Ciceron
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Day 8.
Going on. This night I woke up because I started to thinking about that stress source and having bad thoughts, luckyly after a hour I could sleep a bit more. However, I get out of bed late. Today I´m not using the phone, for me it's very important to sucess at dopamine detox.
St. Beatrice of Silva, pray for us!
Going on. This night I woke up because I started to thinking about that stress source and having bad thoughts, luckyly after a hour I could sleep a bit more. However, I get out of bed late. Today I´m not using the phone, for me it's very important to sucess at dopamine detox.
St. Beatrice of Silva, pray for us!