Day 180. I remember when I started, 6 months back. And now I have come a long way. A very long way. And that's the LOTR challenge officially completed!
180 daysAfter a long strenuous climbing, the entrance to the Cracks of Doom appears. With fierce determination you enter the Chambers of Fire.
Reaching the edge of the platform, Andúril shines in your hand and the Fellowship empowers your heart. Watching the burning lava you think about home and how far you´ve gone. You cast the PMO ring into the fire, you destroyed the ring!!!
Congratulations!!! By the grace of the Valar your total Maiar strength is revealed. You are the Supreme Guardian of Middle Earth, a White Wizard.
Day 5 out of the way. I feel like my brain has caught onto the fact I'm doing another streak and is preparing it's armies for attack. The going will be getting difficult very soon Fellowship. I'm glad I have you lads on my side.
Moving towards Day 8.
Again, so grateful that I could stay 8 days clean. This time i need to make it to atleast 21 days. I tend to forget things, i keep forgetting what painfully stressful place I was in 8 days ago. Today I started going to places that caused me aggravation and mental stress in my past. I am not in any type of position to deal with any stress atm.
But i keep forgetting.
Affirmation/Reminder:
"I'm not in any position to deal with anything, any stress in life"
You really like posting these awareness moments. Not sure why... Probably you want a discussion or something. But I don't think there is much to discuss. In reality (workplace, uni, streets, parties, etc, etc, etc) I have NEVER seen a man being disrespectful and grasping woman's breast or other places. But I have seen hundreds (probably thousands) of women dressing immodestly and that way being disrespectful to guys.
Day 23.
I don't know why am I having these discussions in my mind. Time to write.
Day started earlier than usual. It's ok. My schedule was messed up due to some stuffs. It's also ok. These things happen. Let's not be scrupulous.
Calisthenics + elements of physiotherapy done. Took me more than an hour. Not good. I took suspiciously long breaks. I should be more effective.
Speaking about nofaps, I am weirdly calm today. Yesterday I expected that I would be tempted more. But so far so good. I think I like. I like when I can rest from urges. But... I have to be cautious. Relapses come quickly and in a sly manner.
I don't know what else to write. Probably a good time to stop.
Battles won against pmo: 213.
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I forgot that yesterday was new place in the challenge:
You enter the cold Misty Mountains, the Hithaeglir.
Next reward - denim jacket on October 18th.
Hardmodes - day 23.
No matter what happens in my life, this is important to me and this streak has to continue.
No coffee. No caffeine at all.
Calisthenics workout 3 times a week.
Right, this placed used to be quite solid in terms of peer support and accountability. Most of them stopped checkin in for some reason. Probably they stopped seeing value? As the no of mwmbers diminished and so on. I'm pretty sure most of them are still doing quite well though.
I personally still find this place quite useful though. Rest of the challenges tend to become tedious and mundane, just counting days isn't enough. You need a space to vent once iba while, or every day if you need to.
Day 180. I remember when I started, 6 months back. And now I have come a long way. A very long way. And that's the LOTR challenge officially completed!
180 daysAfter a long strenuous climbing, the entrance to the Cracks of Doom appears. With fierce determination you enter the Chambers of Fire.
Reaching the edge of the platform, Andúril shines in your hand and the Fellowship empowers your heart. Watching the burning lava you think about home and how far you´ve gone. You cast the PMO ring into the fire, you destroyed the ring!!!
Congratulations!!! By the grace of the Valar your total Maiar strength is revealed. You are the Supreme Guardian of Middle Earth, a White Wizard.
70 days – Riders bring a gift! “My Lord, here is the Horn of Hondor for your assistance”. The Horn of Gondor is an heirloom of the Stewards of Gondor tipped with silver and inscribed with ancient characters. It´s audible at far ranges and summons reinforcements in times of need.
Quest Item - Horn of Gondor
RelapsedDay 1
Thank you friend. I want to express my gratitude to you for making this challenge as-well. I haven’t been part of this forum for long, but the sense of being part of something is really motivating. Good luck on your journey, hopefully we can all destroy our rings.We have your back!
Yeah, it´s true. I kinda step away from the Fellowship because i kept failing, and needed more guidance than the one i was receiving here. I´m still receiving guidance, but soon i´ll be ready to stay with you guys more fully
Anyway, every people here is part of the Fellowship. If you are here, support each other and share your knowledge and experience. Community spirit is super important in the reboot.
Double digits lads. PMO forces can lurk all they like - today I’m the victor.