The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Should the Thread Title be extended?

  • No, leave like that: "The Lord of the Rings Challenge"

    Votes: 18 54.5%

  • Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Fellowship of Nofap"

    Votes: 15 45.5%

  • Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: Rising Fellowship of Eärendil"

    Votes: 0 0.0%

  • Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Journey to Mount Doom"

    Votes: 5 15.2%

  • Yes. "The Lord of the Rings Challenge: The Quest of the Ring-bearer"

    Votes: 6 18.2%
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Freaking hell! I had some zex today and due to a lingering urge and some changes I fell so easy. I forgot how easy it is to be distracted by external events such as zex, alcohol or any other unacomplished feeling one may feel during the day, especially during the weekend that makes one just forget. I need to connect more with the forum and updates. I know that feeling frustrated just makes things worse, but damn...How tricky the brain can become. I'll see you tomorrow morning folks! And once again... I start from zero
 
Day 21.

I am tempted to relapse. It is how it is. It is not the first problematic Sunday, it is not the last.

Woke up earlier than alarm clocks. Got tempted to fantasize, so had to get up. Preparation and stuff. Then went for a walk and to church. After coming back breakfast and then got tempted again. Trying to relax, but nope... It's not happening. I want to p, m, o.

Still not feeling well, but I think I have to go for a walk. Staying at home with temptations is not a good idea. Overconfidence leads to relapse.

Thinking that I am not alone in this fight now. If I don't have motivation to fight for myself, I should find strength to keep going because of my accountability mate. If I relapse, he'll have an excuse to relapse. I can't let that. I should be at least a little bit less selfish.

I say that I love my friends. We'll see if I can prove it with helping them, when it is needed. This time my task is to be good, responsible accountability partner.

That's enough for now. Maybe I'll write something later. Maybe not. I can't decide. Let's just keep going.

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21 days hardmode.
No caffeine at all.
Africa 1/4
 
Day 61

Feeling much more rested, but had to process a lot of anxiety about the coming week. Everything is causing me stress, and I need to make a solid plan to manage this.
Reghu said:
5 days - With rain and fog you enter the old village of Bree.
It's raining where I am rn :p
Congratss @Kaerhal!!!
Also for 2 month mark!
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Thank you friend, I value your support!
Baki Hanma said:
Day 29!

Congratulations brother!
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Thank you as well Baki, always great to see you making progress.
 
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