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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
Excellent brother. Keep fighting!!!
Porn is poison.
Very good brother. You crossed the river Bruinen right on time!! Keep going!!!!
It seems a great idea brother. Let´s do this!!!!
One more day of walking dear Fellowship
Today marks 93 days of this streak. i wake up proud today because in 20 years of addiction i never stayed so much time away from PMO . it´s a new record for me.
i feel well and solid. as a matter of fact, i don´t know if this streak will ever have an end , but i´m not going to get careless. i´m very aware that i´m still an addict so i will keep doing my daily reboot work and follow my triggers plan as always
my last peak of nudity was maybe 6 or 7 weeks ago. Since then i didn´t peak any nudity whatsoever. it has totally vanished from my mind, mostly because i learn not to feed sexual thoughts when they arise, i ignore them, and so they pass on. that attitude, along with following my triggers plan by the book, has made me very solid and aware.
I´m proud of me and i´m proud of you my brothers.
have a great day!!!
Almost, but my footing slipped as I made the jump and that damn ringwraith got me.
Will always follow ur path...because ur experiences and advices are really working for me...the best remedy is ignoring everything that makes us aroused...
Alright boys, I gave in to temptation pretty early in the run but I am coming right back into the game to destroy this bad habit with renewed determination. So day 1, I will kill it.
Hear hear fellow orc. Let's walk this slow road to freedom together with perseverance, persistence and grim determination. Let others remain shackled to their chains if they choose, but here is to our freedom!
Made it through Day 7 yesterday, and almost done with Day 8 today!
Uruk-Hai! God is good!
Good morning Everyone....Day 19 starts today....feeling good...energetic and positive, everything is normal, same boners and morning woods, same sleeping and waking pattern, i dont feel any urges till now...its 19th day
Day 5 completed - Uruk Hai status acheived.. Thinking too much about how to avoid porn or forgetting that you are on a reboot are both a pretty dangerous relapse sign. You need to find the sweet spot.
Wow @RiseToGreatness was right! Today my urges were strong to watch porn loaded up the site then I thought... I have to be stronger. Brothers are cheering me on. My fiance' is cheering me on. It's not worth it. I successfully closed the site without any PMO. I still feel sad how quickly i loaded it up, but I was able to turn around without being enticed to click a video. I also am kind of wanting to be alone to reboot, after sex. Not necessarily because of my fiance', I just want to better combat the forces. I see I still have a strong link to porn even in regards to sex. It's crazy how damaging it is. Anyways long post just to say.... DAY 8! Thanks and love brothers and sisters!
Today would have been day 6 for me but I reseted. Here's why:
Maybe it seems a little bit silly for you, but I give a lot of importance to the date in which I start my streak. And tomorrow is a very special date for me because it's my 21st birthday. So today's reset was more of a number thing.
So tomorrow will be the time for me to really start being the man I want to be.
21 days. Still foggy, but I have started to see the silver linings in the sky.
Well, day 32, the forces of PMO were stronger, I relapsed...
Starting again, Day 0.
98 days completed
Day 99 check in...
Not gonna lie but these last 10 days were the most struggling time for me to resist. I didn't fapped or edged but saw P-Subs. I don't know about what will happen in future, but I will try my best to continue my streak and to not see P-Subs intentionally ever again. This 100 days streak will give me a boost to continue my journey. And I will come out as a different person.