The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 52, Dwarf boogaloo.

 

Day 3, very peaceful.

 

Day 28...very close for the completion of one month...first time ever in my life... i also tried before...but relapsed before the completion of one month...but this time, after joing LOTR thread...i really feel it lightly and i take it as start of my journey, in a new life , a new chapter, a new version of me.....thanks everyone who support me

 

Day 5 checkin!!

 

Count me in ! I'm not a slave from my mind, not anymore.

 

Day 4.
Yesterday I worked a lot, but today I must do even more. Despite of it, I'm motivated and with energy. The presentation's day comes closer, but no the relapsed's.

<<Ineffable Creator, Who, of the treasures of Thy wisdom hast formed the nine choirs of Angels, and set them on high above the heavens in a wonderful order, and hast exquisitely fashioned and knit together all parts of the universe; do Thou, Who art the true fountain and one principle of light and wisdom, deign to shed the brightness of Thy light upon the darkness of my understanding, and thus to disperse the twofold darkness of sin and ignorance wherein I was born. O Thou, Who makest eloquent the tongues of babies, instruct my tongue, and pour forth on my lips the grace of thy blessing. Grant me acuteness in understanding what I read, power to retain it, subtlety to discern its true meaning, and clearness and ease in expressing it. Do Thou order my beginnings, direct and further my progress, complete and bless my ending; Thou Who art true God and true Man, Who livest and reignest world without end. Amen.>>

St. Thomas Aquinas, patron of chastity and study, pray for us!

 

Day 53.

 

Good evening from the late late afternoon of day 6...

Day 6! After so much trying I have finally shed my orcdom . I find I'm in such a better mental space and in such a better mood when I've finished a day of relative productivity such as today. The hard part is working up the willpower to get out there and be productive! All in all a good day with minimal urges compared to the days prior seeing as I've stayed busy.

 

Thank you, appreciate it!

 

Great advice. It is so dangerous how media and social circles, banter with colleagues etc... normalise lust and P, so as you say best is to stay away from all forms of lust full-stop. Tomorrow evening hope to achieve the level of Hobbit and start to "breath free air again my friend"...

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Well done Lucky Man! RIP Ian Holm CBE!
- my favourite scene is where he goes through the process of deciding to finally leave PMO behind:

 

Day 2. Feeling good here. Its so nice to find a community of people who are all going through the same things as I am. Lets get it!

 

Day 33