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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
Day six will be complete this evening. I will be Uruk-Hai once again.
Accountability check in. I caught myself fishing this evening. It was a mild fish and I didn't see any major p-subs, but I did see some suggestive imagery and as soon as I realised what I was doing I snapped out of it. Regardless, I realised after this that I've been rationalising a relapse. I've been telling myself "this streak is tainted, might as well being anew", "you've already started down the slippery slope", etc.
By what I can only describe as Grace of God I've somehow woken up this time. So here I am to "confess my sins" if you will, but I am staying clean. No relapse today. I am clawing my way back up that slippery slope to the surface.
Learning new things helps me in this process, and I believe it is one of the main reasons why we are doing it, make our lives better!
Day 13 done, nearly at 2 weeks.
I can completely relate. I have done fishing for images, and my problem is not saying that I have started, might as well give in, but rather that I try to justify why my actions do not count because it was only “fishing”. I suppose it depends on when you catch yourself. I do not always catch myself right away, but I make excuses about how I caught myself eventually and that it is not a relapse (though it is probably a reset at the very least).
Day 3, and almost a little more than 6 hours to day 4. I have been doing pretty well with few urges, but that might be because I am actually avoiding the internet for the most part.
Day 2 complete.
Day 1 completed
Thank you all
Check in day 80!
Day 21. Some urges and I almost peaked. I must remember the man that I am seeking. This video gave me a good insight on how to act when facing the abyss:
Starting again day 0
No problem man.
But try again that is important.
Try try try again. At last you will succeed...
Day 50 starts today 12 july...
I hope you can be brother . Welcome to Middle Earth!!
Yes, now you have Elf Eyes, use them wisely
Congratulations my brother. You arrived at Rivendell!! Keep going!!!!
Amazing brother. You entered the Realm of Lothlórien . Fairy music dwells in your heart.
yes, forget about clean streaks bro. the idea of a perfect streak is not real. we can´t go from porn addicts to holy men in a blink of an eye. this is a endurance task. is hard enough to abstain from PMO. forget about perfection, the dualistic thinking "all or nothing" is based on the same impulsiveness that drives the addiction.
just learn with the little slips and slides and carry on