The Lord of the Rings Challenge

I would like to join the Lord of the Rings challenge. Please add me @RiseToGreatness.

I am currently on Day 1. Which is exactly 1 day, 4 hours 45 minutes from my last relapse as I type this.

 

Day 6

 

Day 25: Tomorrow I will tie my longest streak. Proud of myself for making it this far. I have a long way to go on this journey, but I’m motivated to keep on going and fighting.

 

Day 4 completed
Thank you all

 

Well I am back at day zero again. I woke up with an urge and blindly followed it. The past streak was probably my best recent one. I think that I can do better this time.

@RiseToGreatness do you have any advice? I keep stumbling on this same thing and I can't seem to get over it.

 

Day 3 of the lord of the rings challenge complete, I feel drained as fuck but I'm gonna hold on, nothing will hold me back!

 

Day 16 completed successfully


All the best brothers
Your brother in this struggle

 

Day 32 checking in.
I would like to share some recent experiences with the fellowship.

Over the last 3 days I have experienced some new, subtle, and brilliant changes. I have worked out like a beast. I watched an old England Rugby game replay and enjoyed it like I haven't enjoyed anything in years. And I have been confident, smiling and far less anxious at work too. Still dead libido and pied but I hope these will improve soon.
I can only attribute this to nofap.

So thank you @RiseToGreatness ! Thank you fellowship!
If you are feeling down and out, keep your streak going brothers.

Good times are round the corner. Onward!!!

 

Day 23 completed.
Morning was very tough. Somehow managed to bypass everything.
I did watch some images but backed off after seconds.
After that usual busy day...

 

51

 

Day 93

 

Day 79 Done

 

Day 24.
Let's keep rolling.

 

Day1

 

Day 5..1 day away to become a Uruk-Hai

 

Day 10 Completed

 

Day 17

 

Had something of a bender since my last post here, but as of this morning I'm back on the path. Working on day 1 again.

 

Day 11 complete. Moving towards 2 weeks.

 

Hi guys, im back into the game for serious now. Wanna join the journey!
Day 2 already started. Deceided to back here to get some support cuz i feel like all ppl which i am surrounded are completely out of our "Good vibes , good thinking, purpose and moral" . They are so sex brained they want to convienced me its all right and i shouldnt care about it. They say : its normal, everyone got it. Damn boys, i was like : what if i am the wrong guy and they got the right. What if I should surrunder and become this "guy whoever thinks about sex , does it". I gonna tell u more about it, I even deceided to dive more into that and u know what? I was becoming more and more "evil". More sex oriented on ppl. in fact it was becoming so NORMAL to me that i didnt even see its wrong anymore... All perv jokes, thinking staff and hate was becoming for me even more and more normal. But before I went deep into evil, I was an Angel for a short time My heart used to be so clean so pure that I only wanted to do GOOD things and help people. And all the evil things I tried to fix in ppl or somehow convienced its not the path they should go. Ofc u cant just say them its wrong cuz they gonna isolate themselves from you immidiately and think ure "weirdo" However I was already in my 14 21 and 30 and even more days abstinance and I know all those things can disappear and then you live ur life purely.

Recently Some girl from facebook wanted me to go with her to some wedding. Fapped to her images and realise she s not so attractive to me despite sex. I mean if I would go with her to this wedding I would treat her more as an sexual object and even if we would connect somehow probably all I would wanted from her would be sex or similiar activities. Because of that I deceided not to go cuz i dont like treating ppl as an object. I know mostly ppl would go and have some sex fun . Even here probably. But this is the case. I don't want to be a guy who lives to search some fun and use ppl like toy... I am not saying i dont have such desires but as i said. Whenever i am "evil" I got those desires. And when I become true good those desires disappear and i look on girls like on the human beeing. I am not thinking about sex. Dont wanna type too much right now.

But reason is I am looking also ppl for supporting my thinking and believes. Mostly ppl i know are normal and they dont see anything wrong in that only because most of them thinking the same way. Imagine if this sexual man would be surrounded by ppl like me. He would be the crazy one right?

I believe we shouldnt try to become NORMAL but NATURAL.
Natural is the key to become best human.

So I am back boys!

Day 2 GOGO