Sorry brothers. Starting the month of August with a relapse. In an attempt to cut down on all device time to prevent it happening again, I probably won't be posting daily. Good luck to you all on your journeys you're an inspiration.
Day 12. New month, new opportunities, new slate, new me. Let's get August right. Let's use this month to become the sort of men we can admire. Let us live up to our potential.
Thanks @RiseToGreatness. It's an honour to be part of the Fellowship. Thanks for sharing that video @RiseToGreatness. I really like it, very inspiring. Let's make this happen. No excuses!
Thank you, brother! Day 8. We’re chipping away at this one day at a time, guys. Keep yourself alert and healthy, and enjoy the process!
Day 27: Some minor urges for the first time in a quite awhile. Going to stay off my phone and just relax and focus on feeling better.
Day 5 completed of the Lord of the Rings Challenge. Going to stay strong and bring glory to myself. We're all going to make it.
Yep, that's what I have done but it's still dangerous nonetheless Day 48 I believe that staying busy is the key part of it. There is an important thing to consider tho. You need to create a hectic schedule. There must be at least one thing that you want to do in your leisure time. For example, you want to learn a new language. You sign up for a course and you see that there are some deadlines. You need to force yourself to complete these courses way before the deadline. That's what I do and it's working
Day 10. I'm on a family travel, so that's the reason why I'm not posting so frequently. But it's very important, a form to remind you your goals: to get rid of PMO and become a better version of you. You decide: Smeagol... or Gollum! St. Agnes of Rome pray for us.
Very disappointed.. At last the thing I was fearing happened. I relapsed very badly. I was home alone for just half an hour and I relapsed. I masturbated to porn. I was on my way to complete day 25.. Feeling very disgusting. Just for the sake of 1 minute pleasure I gave up the streak... I don't deserve this... Starting again Day 0.
Our brains are designed to forget pain. It withers away. I've had my encounters with solitude before. Regardless, I think today I had the loneliest day of my life so far. Stay strong, men. We can't lose hope that life can get better. But I am stronger than my addiction, still. I will not escape. I want to feel this pain right now. I'm going for a night run. I'll see you lads on the other side.
