Day 01: Feeling a little low after my relapse. Need to remember this feeling every time the addiction tries to make me give in.
I don't want to feel remorse and ashamed to be relapsed after abstaining for a couple of weeks the reason was I haven't changed the way I was living from the time I was addicted to porn back then. I was being lazy waking up late afternoons and not taking care of myself and personal interests and unable to do what I wanted and always laying at a bed as a lazy sloth and daydreaming. so I haven't created a new life and all the factors which brought me to porn caught me again. but I don't want to give up and I want to work my butt off to work hard and train hard and being in this forum and looking at my fellow brothers gives me the courage to not back down and get up and go forward. so day 1 completed successfully
Day 4 down... I have been tempted many times today, but if I can make it through tonight I'll be sober the longest I've been in a fair while.
well, about the mood it´s the withdrawal so it will pass. just carry on my brother . about the loss of urine i don´t know, but since pmo causes so many different damages to the body is probable that it has some connection. just keep rebooting and stay away from pmo. however if the problem persists it´s better to see the doctor and congratulations, you´re a Uruk-Hai now!!!!
yep, this is the problem. take measures bro. because laziness is a big milestone that we must overcome. especially laziness when we feel confident. i relapse so many times because of that. remember the mojo: if you slack, you´re gonna relapse.
The House of Elrond greets your arrival. Congratulations brother, you´re an Elf now!!!! Keep going my brother!!!
yes brother, the reboot is done in 2 ways. - daily reboot training - daily building a new life and habits. if you slack one or the other, you´re gonna relapse.
You´re entering the Dead Marshes brother. Watch out for the lights of lust, don´t follow the lights!!!
One more day of walking my brothers and sisters Lot´s of relapses today among the Companion, i hope you´re all ok and pick yourself up . Let´s do this my brothers, every relapse is a change to learn something new, so don´t miss this opportunity!! When i enter the forum, a brother created a thread about a documentary on porn addiction. i haven´t seen it yet but everyone is praising it so it must be good . here it is. Have a great day brave Fellowship!!
I've been fighting to quit PMO for so long that if I ever succeed I probably won't live long enough to celebrate it since I will die crying from happiness.
