Hello All! This is my first post. I’m on Day 61 PMO FREE. I’m committed to a life free of P and M. Cheers!
Guys who are on 60+ days plz tell us something about ur life. How does it change from day 1 and how u feel now? And tell us also : Are u guys monk? or u got regular sex partner and u just dont M/P
Day 4 almost day 5 I had started to write my post yesterday, but I got distracted and by the time I hopped back on, I decided to just post today. Have not had too many urges the last couple days. I briefly thought about relapsing last night, but I did not and I made it through. I am done with my summer classes now and I will be getting 2 A’s and a B. I failed my computer science final so I dropped from a high B to a low B. I was depressed, but I did not relapse. Also, I caught myself starting to masturbate today, so I stopped an waited for my erection to go down. Just a little over 27 hours until I am Urah-Kai. Best, Mathman1994
Day 18( yesterday) I been trying my best and will try more to get rid of this stupid addiction and heal my brain from clenches of traumatic past, heal my Ptsd and Rumination... And every day I will improve every day I will give my best the best I can I won't stop until I reach where I wanna reach... Enough of suffering.. Now I won't let myself dim my light I will work hard.. The best I can to heal myself off course with God's help Yesterday i did everything possible Meditation :36 minutes Workout Cold shower Recovery videos If you want it bad, give your 100% otherwise you will stay at the same place over and over again X
i definitely feel more focused and energetic. Getting more done at work and around the house. Handling tasks I’ve previously struggled for so long to get to. Sleeping better. My facial appearance has and eyes have improved (better sleep is probably helping with this as well). I’m engaged and we have a baby together- but full monk mode here the last 62 days. Honestly, I’d like to push monk mode as long as possible. I’ve struggled with PMO for 20 years and fell down a deep hole the last 6 years. I’ve got a big, empty well to fill- and once i do, I want to transmute that energy into success, so I can provide a great life for my daughter.
