Day 10 I will be 11 days in an hour and a half. I have not posted in 3 days, but I am keeping clean, and keeping busy. I joined a support group for porn addicts through the paid subscription on NoFap, and it has been inspiring to see the faces and names of other men who are struggling as well. I am almost caught up on my school work, so I am thrilled about that. I have my first midterm next Thursday, so we shall see how that goes. Tomorrow will involve watching about five hours of lectures for Complex Analysis, but I will make sure to include some breaks in there throughout the day. My birthday is on Sunday, so I will be going to a Yugioh tournament to treat myself. Life is going pretty well. In 24-hours, it will be a week since I even peeked at porn, and if I can make it to Sunday with nothing, I may move myself back to day 7 to remove that problem spot from my record. That way I can be completely proud of my streak. However, at this point, it might not be completely warranted. I have not had a full relapse in 15 days, but I have had three close calls since then with last Saturday’s being the mildest. If I keep it up at this rate, I will have milder and milder setbacks (or none inshallah) and then I will be completely clean. Looking for to that day definitely. Best, Mathman1994
Day 5! Channeled my frustrations into an intense workout yesterday which really helped. Going to do so again today.
Day 5! My libido is very low but I always have this after relapsing not too long ago. After some time (usually 2 to 3 weeks), the strong urges start to kick in. But I will be prepared! Does anyone else also have this? That your libido is really low a couple of days after relapsing, but after some weeks, the real challenge begins?
yeah, stay accountable with the brotherhood brother. the risk of relapse is much higher when fapstronauts roam about
7 days brave Fellowship The following brothers have upgraded. Congratulations!!! @WhateverItTakes2end - Uruk-Hai @Julito - Uruk-Hai Companion, since i don´t post the map of Middle Earth anymore, i decide to update the map to include all the landmarks and upgrades from the challenge. that way everybody can know where it´s at in the map of Middle Earth. the map can be consulted in the inicial thread page, secont post. As always a "circle" represents a landmark in the journey. a "star" represents an upgrade. As you know the journey starts at 15 days of rebooting. It has a fast pace in the beginning and it´s possible to reach the Black Gate by day 90 (grey wizard / grey star). After that the journey becomes much slower and cautious because the challenger moves on hostile territory: the borders of Mordor, the Mountains of Shadow and Mordor itself. I hope you like it. Have fun dear friends!!! Here´s a great proverb to boost the day, have a great one!!!
Day 5 A strange man in a hood is smoking in the corner. "Are you frightened?" He asks. Not nearly frightened enough.
