Day 106: checking in P blinds you. P has stunted your mental and physical growth ever since you first got addicted to it no matter how old you were. P took away your chance at becoming the shining human that you are meant to be. P has driven your life into an empty shell; it has sucked out from you the flesh that made you whole. Once you start to lift the fog of P over months and months of abstinence you will still have to face the child in you. You will still have to learn how to handle the trouble's of life. Recovery is not just abstinence of P, it is picking up the child within you and teaching them how to be an adult. Onward!
Day 4. My girlfriend and I broke up. I am full of self-doubt and worry that PMO for a long stretch of time will cause me to relapse, while at the same time dealing with all of the emotions that come with a breakup. I will stay strong through this and keep my eye on the horizon. I am thankful for the support of this community. It makes a huge difference.
i feel you sis, yeah, sometimes guys are plain stupid and imature. and i had my share of that stupidity. what i learn is if you like a girl, go all the way. if you don´t like her, just make it clear and not keep her waiting in the dark. i´m sorry what happened. but maybe it´s possible for you to learn something out of this. progress with every experience sis, they are fertile ground for growing. Keep going, you´re doing great!!!!
you know all the saints brother, congratulations!!! Good to have a Fellow devotee in our ranks . and we sure need all the saints
it´s common brother . the first days are the worst, in fact for me the first 2 weeks are the true challenge. so hang in there bro, and use all the tools and tactics that you learned to pull you out of the ground. C´mon!!!!!!!
