Day 108: Checking in. When you will have successfully overcome any urges scream out in victory! Congratulate yourself. Literally say to yourself "good job", "that's what I'm talking about", "good sh**", "brilliant", "fantastic ", "good work"... Choose whichever suites you. Your inner child will be happy, they will more likely be able to overcome the urges. "Go! And fear no darkness!"
Hey brother try to read Abraham Hicks book 'Ask and it is given' it has pulled me out of the deepest depression over the same issue that you have now.
28 days – The PMO forces were at your tail but you crossed the Ford of Bruinen, leaving them behind. The House of Elrond is in sight!
Day 7 complete! In the calendar of the Catholic Church, this Sunday is a day specifically devoted to REJOICING! Wherever you're at in your rebooting process, however dark things may seem, my hope is that you can still find some glimmering thread of light to follow, which will become a string and then a rope and then a ladder and then a road leading you on to ultimate freedom and happiness. In less than two weeks, a Savior will be born! Urges were mild but present throughout the day. Last night I had a highly sexualized dream about an attractive female friend of mine, and I had to work hard not to give in to fantasizing about that, which I'm sure would have let to a reset. I went on a killer run though, so that was fun.
Day 63 done. Took a break from using the internet for a little while as I felt I was headed for a relapse. Back on the path again. I may not be as active on here as usual but still like reading all your posts.
Check in: Day 6 Ready to become an Uruk-Hai. It was a good weekend with family. Looking forward to a porn free Xmas and 2021.