The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 2

 

Day 2,

School has me super active. Been putting off running due to the snowstorm and plenty of assignments. I have been successful in managing urges thus far.

Keep calm and carry on brave Fellowship!

 

Thanks! I actually wrote a thread which is yet to be moderated by Moderators... If it doesn't get approved in a week will try to write a new one...

 

Day 21 complete! Three weeks is awesome, and the time really seems to have flown by. Two more days and I match my best streak!

The weather continues to be very poor and dangerous in my part of the United States. Many people are still without power and a handful are even without water. Guardian angels, pray for us!

 

Checking in on Day 73.

 

Day by day, month by month and you won't even notice how fast a year will past without No PM

 

Day 70
Now the warrior
@RiseToGreatness please upgrade my rank
Thank you

 

Good morning everyone!

Day 1 complete

 

Back to 0.

I was so close to break my previous record of 9 days. But in the last two days it was just two much. All I could think about was porn and I just felt it like a weight on my chest. And today I just felt like I was fighting all dam day. I left my house in the morning and stayed all day in an open work space. I meditated and still. I’ve spent the lest hour in the bathroom. Reading a dirty story and edging myself.

I’ve done if for something like 30 minutes while people tried to go to the bathroom and even that did not stopped me and all that time all I could think about was that I hate this so much and at the same time that this is the best feeling in the world.

I stopped my self in the end, and got up and walked away without orgasm, but it still feels l lost big time. I’ve got tears in my eyes right now and I just don’t know how to start over again.

I’m just so sad right now.

 

Day 71. I had very vivid wet dreams last night. It is frustrating that my brain likes to do this. I feel that it is impeding my reboot to some extent. Not to mention the lingering chaser effect that follows me for a couple of days afterwords. I can't loose sight of my goal or how far I have come now.

 

I've been here before but lets do it again.

Day 1 Complete - A nasty orc stumbles into camp!

 

what is a triggers prevention plan ?

 

Day 1 of my new life..

 

Cold Showers my dude! Learn to embrace them!
also... A triggers prevention plan is to set up an actual plan that includes all the steps that you should do when you know the urges start hitting. Basically you study yourself and what makes those urges appear and set up a plan to do alternative things.
https://www.therecoveryvillage.com/treatment-program/aftercare/related/relapse-prevention-plan/

 

Glad to see you!

 

One time snuck in update (basically the actual last post lol)

I and the girl I mentioned are gonna try and start dating. Taking it slowly, making sure I remember my past mistakes so it works this time.

She is special in every way. Sounds like an angel, personality like no other I have ever met, quirks that only add to her soul like texture on a painting, ever-changing color for her long, soft hair, big brown eyes that turn the color of honey in the sun. . . everything about her is perfect.

Only her, though. No other girl did that.

Great things are ahead of me, I am en route to fulfilling medical work as a part of who I wish to become. I am still an individual with goals, I will not be dependant this time.


Good luck everyone! I will likely never be back.

A fair warning, this next bit might be triggering or TMI. Read if you're fine with that.

I ejaculated once since I left while on a consenting phone call with her, I assume you all can piece together what that means, but I will not be resetting my counter, as it is to ensure I stay away from porn. Going back to semen retention, though, and that is something I will stick with now that I got that experience out of my system.

 

Heh... 100 Days! The weight is light and I'm tying to be better than yesterday!
One Today at a time!
You Emperors shall soon arise!