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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
So I MO'd about half an hour ago, but the great part was that it was without P, P-subs, or fantasy. It was based solely on sensation. While I still have to reset per LOTR challenge rules, it gave me hope that I can have a sexual life that is not based around porn or fantasy. It can be based on the moment not of something fake. I also realized today that I do not want to do certain types of sex acts because porn has ruined it for me. Porn has made me uncomfortable with receiving oral and hand jobs because it reminds me of the kind of porn I find online. Plus porn is a lot more aggressive that reality, and I find that even in my fantasies, I am looking at porn/in a porno and I absolutely hate that. So while I am still on day 0, the MO session was such a breakthrough because it made me realize that I could beat this addiction.
Tired, and avoiding the internet lol! "Be on your guard!"
Checking in on Day 170.
314 days dwarf king
389 days no PMO, semen retention
Day 24 completed!
I'm glad i've reach this far, I think it's the first time that I go that far in years. I know it's not that much, but considering how I was I'm truly happy with it and also hoping for an even better future. My life has been everything but miserable in the last three weeks. Things got tough this weekend, but I've passed through it without relapsing. Not gonna give up. Mindfulness is AWSOME and i want MORE OF IT. hahaha
Good luck brothers!
Day 167. Feeling overwhelmed with life lately. I just got back from vacation and settling into my routine is never easy after a great vacation. I am trying to stay diligent and deal with my stress constructively. I would like to spend more time on this forum as I have been unable to post as much as I had at the beginning of my reset and I find the more I am away from the NoFap community the stronger my urges are. Thank you all for your support. I love this community!
Day 1. Again , please keep me in your prayers and thanks for all your support, I'll never give up
Day 4 complete!
It's been way too long since I've had more than 3 days clean. The urges to M were hitting me today, but I kept up the self-talk and my self-awareness. I said to myself, I'm so done with this. I'm done with PMO, and I've finally got a streak going, so I am not going to mess this up. Being more conscious about time spent on my phone and cutting back on that was useful. I will be an Uruk-Hai again soon!
It’s already hard.
I’ve done one job interview yesterday and I have another one today. And holy shit I’m stressed out.
I’m doing everything right… but shit all I want to do is PMO for hours and disappear from the world for a time. I’m not going to, but I feel like this is all I crave right now.
Just starting again as an orc... its been a tiring few months of ups and downs.. but lets just star agaiinnn!!!
Day 92 no P,M,O. So far so good.
My journey begins once more.Trying to keep myself busy to avoid the urges.Thoughts of PMO are quite common but i do my best to cast them aside as quickly as possible.The first week has been very hard for me recently.Staying strong tho!Best of luck Fellowship!
Love the signature - Ora et Labora indeed
Starting the 6th day. I feel the power growing (Uruk – Hai)
St. Isidorus of Seville, pray for us!