Were you sexually exited /aroused? If not there is no need for reset, for unless we entertained lust in our heart we haven't given any of our power away.
It is indeed being occupied with nothing. The positive things I can take out of it are the insights from the moment of weakness I've let myself get into and what led me to choose this path. But I agree, doing nothing would've been better, than being occupied by it.
i´m curious. did you ever develop a porn addiction? or did you always practice semen retention as a lifestyle?
yeah, there´s clearly a connection between breaking my semen retention streak with sex, and falling into porn some days later. i will ponder upon that issue. thank you my brother
another question . you don´t feel urges for pmo, but do you experience urges for sex? sexual cravings?
of course not. but be aware of those manga movies, they´re full of triggers. watch out for those movies but most of all watch out for the "decision" to watch movies that may contain triggers - fishing.
Checking in Fellowship Well, yesterday was pretty bad in turn of relapses, i slipped 4 times. a real binging. but i know what i did wrong and i have improved my binging prevention system. finally today the bleeding has stopped. i´m not feeling bad, just tired . and i feel anxious about passing day 1, which i think i never felt before . some more hours to go though, can´t wait to wrap this day and have the first taste of my ascension. pray for me my friends. Have a good day
Day 12 Urges are still very prevelant.I was fighting my thoughts the entire day while at work.This is becoming a full out war with my former self.I am not giving up! Not this time!
