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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by RiseToGreatness, Sep 22, 2019.
This is great! Thank you for sharing man.
Nicely done on pulling it through with the problem at work! I feel the same when I don't sleep well, anxiety is raised a bit or a lot depending. Try to sit for an hour to meditate if you have a chance.
Hey fellowship, checking in!
212 days free of porn, 140 days free from MO.
Still had the same issue as last night, I'm going through withdrawal from the fish oil I was taking. It's actually a thing...I'm regretting implementing that as a supplement to be honest. Half life is about 36-48 hours. I'm about basically around 36 hours free, few more days to go.
331 days dwarf king
406 days no PMO, semen retention
Very wise bro. Very wise
Close to Rivendell
Checking in mighty Alliance
Feeling good today, good sleep last night. although i overall still feel beaten up and drained, my mood is good and my anxiety is low, so it´s good
Brother @Gallade_Templar made a interesting remark about feeling a Nazgûl on the day of a relapse. and it´s true, the feeling of being drained and controlled by other forces, are what the Ringwraiths are in essence.
so.............. to spice things up , i decided to make an extra rank. Nazgûl, just on the first 24 hours. After that enters Orc nature, adding one more day. so it´s goes like this:
0 days - Nazgûl
1-7 days - Orc
8- 14 days - Uruk-Hai
I hope you like it
Have a great day Fellowship, and an amazing weekend!!!
Morning of day 12
Brothers, I've failed. Relapsed three times in a row last night. Both P and M.
I feel ashemed that I couldn't see it coming, since I've been having strong urges in the last days but did nothing to compensate them, like meditating. Insted, I watched a ton of youtube videos, ate poorly, didn't exercise and slept very badly. I coudn't expect something diferent from a relapse with this behaviour. Though I feel like crap inside, I'm also a little (very little) hopeful, for my last streak showed me that I can get much further than I thought I was able to. I won't give this up, I'll be set free from this toxic behaviour of mine. Pray for me brothers.
PS.: I reseted my counter, but it seems like it's going to take a while to update it, don't worry, I didn't forget it.
Day 9 for me.
But I feel broken.. my little angel passed away today
Rest now well. I hope I can see you in haven.
Checking in Day 19
Day 1. Pretty bad relapse yesterday. Just gave up. No more turning back. Here we go.
Checking in friends
Thought about fishing - put in a search term - was about to move to images but stopped myself; remembered what @OttarrTheVendelCrow said about studying the effects of porn again and watched the TedX video above and it has put me right again! This will be a daily exercise from now on
Damn sad to hear that my friend