so, yesterday was interesting. I found that I was actually more awake even though I had gotten less sleep the night before. I also noticed my ability to focus on my studies wasn't very good either from the previous days. Maybe conjecture but I think this is all from rebooting the brain. I lost some focus when I fapped but paradoxically felt more awake. I failed again yesterday evening. Not as bad as the day before (just 2 times), which is good. But man. It's a little disheartening. The lie (and genuine concern) is that I need to fap in order to stay focused in school. If I just fapped I wouldn't be distracted as I am being plagued with thoughts of porn. And! because I'm doing the dopamine detox congruently. I have nothing to distract myself from but study. I think I need to change the parameters of my dopamine detox to allow for music. Thanks for being a great community guys. Today, I become an ORC!!!