The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Finished my LOTR bookshelf diorama! Took a solid 3+ hours, and now when I look at it I can remember my renewed commitment to beating this. Still a filthy orcs, but one who watched Gandalf sacrifice for his friends and thinking maybe the path of good is the one I want to walk. "Porn SHALL NOT PASS!"

https://www.dropbox.com/s/ec6wxz1ym55neua/IMG_1431.jpeg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hu4p5inojne7hbb/IMG_1429.jpeg?dl=0
https://www.dropbox.com/s/8wvjdyyl8mvlibh/IMG_1432.jpeg?dl=0

 

Day 68, trod on!

 

I fell yesterday, but Day 1 is now complete. Still the lowest of the low in the Orc armies, the most wretched filth of Gundabad.

A while back I promised myself to begin a more consistent campaign of daily prayer. I've still succeeded in keeping that up, and for a while it was helpful in resisting temptations to PMO, but I've allowed that practice to become routine. Once again, I must take all this to heart.

 

Day 3
Cold shower - check
So no coffee this morning and eating later. Seems managable

 

DAY 6 FRIDAY

 

37 days
and -1 days
Well guys, time to start all over again. Hopefully I'll not PMO again today or tomorrow.

 

66 days.

Another long workday yesterday, and calm with respect to urges. This journey feels easy right now, so I think it's more important than ever that I stay focused and humble before the challenges that I have been through and the challenges that are to come.

 

Very cool! May the view of this piece of art inspire you to make the journey to Mount Doom.

 

388 days dwarf king
464 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 21

 

Day 36
Its good now. But in the morning I felt too much sleepy and defficient in energy so after waking up I slept again for about 1 and half an hour. Then I did meditation, some light excercise because was feeling tired and then cold shower. That helped me. But urges were more today. I managed them. Sometime ago I was feeling very satisfied and happy. I need that type of feeling so slowly slowly I am getting this type of result. So bros be on this path...

 

daily checking in
All normal

 

Day 165 no PMO. Flying home to my family today. Should be a good day.

 

Day 37 of No PMO. I am back. Sorry I was inactive in this challenge.

 

An orc is checking in.
Feeling good because in a few hours I‘ll have 4 days under my belt.
I didn’t manage to stick to OMAD: I didn’t eat until 2pm but I was still doing work and working out. I got headache and I exepted it and went on. But finally (at 4:30 pm) I was totally exhausted. I felt like vomiting. So I drank a big coffee and ate a lot, starting with sugary sweets.

At least only one coffee. For tomorrow I only resolve to leave the coffee out (and of course alcohol). Zero coffee - that shouldn’t be that hard

 

It was a long time since I was here.
I'm lost.
I don't know what to do anymore.
My fantasies are worse and worse.
I spent whole days just watching porn and edging.
My addiction is so strong, that it destroying my live, goals etc..
I'm thinking about a hooker. Do you think i should sleep with a Hooker? It will mby fix addiction with porn.
Help...