Day 0. Relapse to MO. Well...that was quick. Man, I'm angry. I know what it is, too, two major things: one, I'm in a new and unfamiliar place. No close friends around, and while I'm meeting new people every day and getting closer to some of them, feelings of loneliness are still hard to avoid. I've always thought of myself as a loner and I don't think that's changed, but especially when dealing with something like this, we all need the company of people we can trust. The second is lack of sleep. I've been deprived for days on end; the other day I heard someone use the phrase "starving for sleep" and I'm beginning to understand what that's like. 6 hours a night may be plenty for some people but not for me. Unfortunately, there's really nothing I can do about it, as our superiors keep us on a strict schedule. St. Catherine of Siena, pray for us!