I relapsed today on my 15th day. This was an interesting streak for me. The first week was basically a walk in the park, where I was incredible energetic, motivated and in a really great, positive mood. The second week, especially the last two days were the opposite. Interacting with other people suddenly became incredible exhausting, I felt depressed, short tempered, impatient and trying to not be a total asshole became increasingly hard. For the first time I think i didn't relapse because the craving for PMO itself was so strong but because I had serious dopamine withdrawals. I did not enjoy the P and M and even whilst at it I thought "I don't want to do this". Once it was over I felt disappointed in myself but at the same time I experienced the withdrawal "symptoms" disappear. It's honestly scary to me how much of an addiction this actually is and how at ease I feel now that I've given in to it. It's not very motivating to put my counter back to 0 but I do hope that what @Revanthegrey said is true. I don't want to waste what I achieved with my last streak by staring another binge section after this fall. I hope I manage to do that and that I go right back into it.