The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Man I am really struggling today. The urges are getting bad but I am going to reach out to my mentor.

 

Day 3
Tired but happy. We're gonna make it this time

 

Day 4,

Starting the weekend off strong. Intending to stay strong. School is back in session and with that I am in front of the computer, and more often than noy, boredddddddddd.

Best to you all Fellowship!

 

Thanks Bro

 

Thanks

 

Day 201

 

Day 5.Today has been a bad day I’m feeling so stressed and angry because always when my plans don’t go in the way I want them to go I feel frustrated and angry and powerless and that makes me think on the PMO as a way out but I’m saying this to be conscious about this corrupted thought and try to be calm and let the things go in the way they go and just do my part and pray and meditate for the strength to overcome this and then be able to continue with my nofap journey to way of Mordor and destroy that ring .

 

13 days

 

426 days high king
493 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Hey, congratulations on becoming an elf-king! That fantastic, really. I was wondering if you (or someone) could explain what "PAWs brain" is? Is it like some type of brain fog?

Thanks man, we're with you!

 

I relate so much. Really.

 

AH!!! Man, I'm sorry. That really sucks. Keep going though, it does not defeat you if you keep trying. I'm sure none of us think any less of you and what you've accomplished thus far still counts for something amazing.

You got this man!

 

This is the end of the seventh day!

I can't believe I got through it so... I don't want to say effortlessly but it sure was a lot easier! I'm trying to be on guard and not get complacent. But it's weird because my "on guard" has been outward focused. I haven't been thinking about PMO too much (or "inward" focused), and when the urges come up, I brush them off and focus on what I need to do. I've been in a state of presentness. Day by day. And BOOM! Now I'm back to seven days. Crazy. Gotta keep going.

I got my fountain pen! I think it looks awesome. (totally guilty of making it look badass)

 

Day 4
It feels good

 

DAY 35 SATURDAY.yesterday i was scrolling through the news feed on fb and i found some sexually explicit images, i never wanted to look at them , but it came in middle , Actually because of all that things i have deleted my fb insta and other social sites in may 2021, but yesterday i was fantasizing about the social world so i made a new id and after finding those erotic modelling images i again deleted my new id too. I really never ever wanted to go into this anymore.

 

Day 8 completed- an Uruk once more!

 

Day 194 no PMO. Today my oldest has a birthday so most of the day will be focused on her and what she wants. Tonight my team has it’s opening football game and I’m very excited about that. It’s going to be a good day!

 

Day 50