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The Mighty That Fell ~ Squeaky Soul's Journal

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Squeaky Soul, Feb 8, 2015.

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  1. Sep 12, 2015 #321
    Squeaky Soul

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    Whoop whoop!!!

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  2. Sep 22, 2015 #322
    Squeaky Soul

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    I've been busy in real life, and also helping other on the forum to post on this dusty old journal.

    Hows everybody doing?

    ~Squeaky Beaky
     
    Squeaky Soul, Sep 22, 2015
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  3. Oct 1, 2015 #323
    Squeaky Soul

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    So, I was fantasizing this morning, like a lot! In the wee small hours of the morning, when you're still in bed, in between sleep and awake.

    It hadn't happened in a while, but this one seemed so strong! Please pray for me everybody. And, if anyone needs to be prayed for, include it here in this thread, or just private message me.

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  4. Oct 3, 2015 #324
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    Keep strong and your long-term goals in mind!
     
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  5. Oct 11, 2015 #325
    Squeaky Soul

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    thanks friend!

    The temptation was strong today. Mainly, cuz I was bored most of the day. Any advice?

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
    Squeaky Soul, Oct 11, 2015
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  6. Oct 12, 2015 #326
    Squeaky Soul

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    Scrolling through my Journal March-Present...

    It's been a fucking tough journey.

    Also, I never mentioned... I was in an unofficial relationship with a girl for a couple of months (May-July).

    I still haven't gotten over her! It pisses me off how many times a day she crosses my mind! Anyone got advice?

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  7. Oct 18, 2015 #327
    Anturak

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    Boredom to me is a good thing, as it is a lack of bad things! I think maybe incorporating a new hobby could be helpful?

    And the best way to move on is to meet other girls! Go to places where you would like to meet your next girl, say a mall, a library, a bar, or somewhere people go to for dancing. Or another great way I think, and this could help with the boredom too, is to volunteer! That's a great way to give back to the community and it makes you feel amazing. Plus, a great place to meet new people!
     
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  8. Oct 18, 2015 #328
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    Dude I was just reading your posts! Your streak is damn impressive!
    Just keep yourself busy, your recovery has already gone so far and clearly its helping you with the ladies.

    Hang in there!
     
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  9. Oct 18, 2015 #329
    Squeaky Soul

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    Thanks you two!! I've been having some deadly urges and monster boners today.

    Help!
     
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  10. Nov 7, 2015 #330
    Squeaky Soul

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    Six months!!!!!!!

    It's been a long tough journey of redemption, self improvement, and many dreams fulfilled.

    I hope and pray I can continue to abstain, and serve and support you all.

    Remember:
    Abstinence is not about giving something up. It's about doing better things.
     
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  11. Nov 7, 2015 #331
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    Congratulations on reaching SIX MONTHS - hard mode - again!

    I am very proud of you and supremely confident of your success. :)
     
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  12. Nov 8, 2015 #332
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    Very impressed. And proud of you, mate!

    Right on the money. Thank you!
     
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  13. Nov 8, 2015 #333
    Squeaky Soul

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    Thanks homie.

    ~SS
     
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  14. Nov 14, 2015 #334
    Squeaky Soul

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    Almost at 190 days!

    Been handling myself much better. I no longer linger on any fantasy. Instead, as soon as I catch myself, I snap out of it.
     
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  15. Nov 15, 2015 #335
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    Your journey is definitely on a different level with you getting nudes and getting over a relationship (all this on one page). Definitely will go through your journey.
    Guess what after seeing you go through so many external challenges I feel I could have quit this shit if I actually say no to it. Damn the days i have wasted...
     
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  16. Nov 15, 2015 #336
    Squeaky Soul

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    Thanks Amar!

    You like cycling, yeah? Maybe you should cycle more or find an extra hobby. Just a little advice :)

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  17. Nov 15, 2015 #337
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    One of my wish is to complete the Tour De France but yeah now It's my final year at school and I have to study study studyyyyyyyyyyyyy...................felliing sleeppy
     
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  18. Nov 15, 2015 #338
    Squeaky Soul

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    Hahaha. Yeah, I have light homework. Thanksgiving here, so I have a wee break coming up. Mix that with a few cancelled classes, and you have a very carefree Squeaky Soul. Ha!

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
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  19. Nov 15, 2015 #339
    IGY

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    That is the way all of us need to approach our addiction(s). This is they key to your success Squeaky Soul - well done! :D
     
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  20. Nov 18, 2015 #340
    Squeaky Soul

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    Wow! 325 days!!!

    Jealous...

    ~SS
     
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