The Mighty That Fell ~ Squeaky Soul's Journal

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Squeaky Soul, Feb 8, 2015.

  1. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    What book is that from?
     
  2. IGY

    IGY Guest

    This is your answer to a bunch of heavily armoured extremists killing people in the porn industry! Well, thankfully, we haven't got a bunch of vigilantes going around and neutralising elements in society they don't approve of! :eek:
     
  3. Immor

    Immor Fapstronaut

    446
    132
    43
    May be.

    But why you would want to target porn producers and the like?
    They are taught, like everyone else, that masturbating is normal and healthy. They can not see the damage they cause to the lonely guy in front of his computer. They are in their studio with other people, probably enjoying their way of making a living.
    I wouldn't necessarily call them innocent, but really, they aren't the cause of the problem, only the symptom.
     
  4. ruso

    ruso Fapstronaut

    1,001
    118
    63
    Agreed. I can get on my high horse and say to eradicate all involved, but the above is true. As with all addictions all we can do is to educate and walk the talk.
     
  5. IGY

    IGY Guest

  6. Well,I Agree That People Should Be Educated,and taught Good Moral Values.And I'm Totally supporting this statement.But,What If You're Inside War Land and Your Enemies are Ready to kill you?Would You Step Back and Be a Coward,Or Fight For Humanity?
    -And Let me Tell You That Most Porn industry owners are Mafias and Big Gangs related to Terrorist groups.So Maybe,MAYBE,are WE The Cause of Charlie Hebdo incident?Are WE the Cause of 9/11?Are WE the Cause of Pakistan School Incident? The Answer Lies No Where,and We Can do Nothing About it except to Not Support Terrorists by Looking at Porn. :)
     
  7. IGY

    IGY Guest

    That is not the scenario we are discussing - a war zone! The suggestion was for an attack with automatic weapons on people working in the porn industry. You cannot justify killing people in this way.
     
  8. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    It will probably never happen, unless terrorist groups one day have a great influence in the UK or the US where I would guess most of the porn is made, and one of the leaders decided, "Hey, lets bomb and shoot up some porn studios!"

    The problem with waging war and shootouts, is that innocent people, minding their own business, will be accidently killed. Look at the Iraq and Afghanistan War. The fighters over there often force their children, or wives to strap a bomb on their chest and run up to someone. Also, they use them as shields to protect themselves from our soldiers bullets. When US soldiers engage the enemy, for example, they often bomb the enemy from the air without knowing that the bad peoples family was in the same compound. Innocent people will always get caught up between two forces fighting. It's almost inevitable.

    Am I supportive of people raging war against porn in my country? Yes, minus the weapons. I wouldn't mind if that hactivist group Anonymous shut down a few porn websites. That would be pretty badass.

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
  9. Immor

    Immor Fapstronaut

    446
    132
    43
    I would ask myself, what the fuck am i doing here? Unless it is my own country and then it's still not necessarily a clear case. You should be damn sure what you are doing before you start killing.
    I can't recall ONE war that has been fought for humanity. In fact, the concept is silly, unless you are fighting against something less human.

    I could go on disagreeing with your points.
    But yes, educating people more is the way to go. The people who will be trying to thwart that, you have reason to be angry with.
     
  10. StarKing

    StarKing Guest

    “The successful warrior is the average man, with laser-like focus.” Bruce Lee
     
  11. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    Today was a lazy day. Didn't do the homework I was supposed to do. I did work on Eagle Scout stuff though, so that's good.

    The dance today was fun, but I kind of had to meet a lot of different people. I only knew about a couple of people. I wanted to get this one girl's phone number (it was obvious that she liked me) but I chickened out. Can I get some comments about this? Was not getting her phone number a good or bad thing?

    Ol' Journal Pages

    P. 17

    Radio Delux (I was listening to my favorite radio station and wrote out all the songs that came on so I could listen to them later. This is a big insight to the music I listen to. I love this genre because it is very relaxing)

    It Might as Well be Spring - Frank Sinatra

    Bobwhite - Bing Crosby

    {The} Shadow of your Smile - Tony Bennet

    If You Go Away - Frank Sinatra
     
  12. IGY

    IGY Guest

    My opinion is that you are not ready. You only just masturbated to porn 4 days ago. I would suggest that trying to start a relationship when your mind still sees women as sexual objects is not right. Concentrate on getting better and there will be time enough for that later.
     
  13. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    IGY, I envy your 31 days. Thanks for the wisdom, even though she was totally cute...

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
  14. ruso

    ruso Fapstronaut

    1,001
    118
    63
    You've done this before and gotten to 278 days. This means that while in those days knowing how proactive you are by the posts you write, that your mentality towards women has changed. Even if you had a lapse of judgement a few days ago.

    I think getting her number will be a good thing actually. It will step you out of your comfort zone, and that is something that you gotta do. So I say go for it. Getting her number doesn't automatically mean you'll get in her pants..So you still have a choice which route you want to take the relationship as in being friends or more than friends.

    Another thing is that, reaching your counter to 200+ days to 300+ or whatever days, shouldn't be the goal this time, the goal is to keep exploring different areas of life. One of which is again stepping out of your comfort zone, getting a phone number and seeing where things go. Otherwise you'll be tackling a goal that you already tackled, and you know there is bigger fish to fry.
     
  15. Squeaky,If You Find Her Cute,Then Don't ask Her Number.It's a Distraction.If We Fell To Every Girl That Was Cute,Then This World Might Have been Very Different.Cuteness is Just a Material Thing.You'll Find Her Cute one day,And The Second Day,and The Third Day,but Eventually You'll Just Settle Down With her cuteness.You Might Have Experienced this.As School Boys,we Find Several Girls Attractive on first day,But Sooner or Later They Aren't Cute Anymore.
    -Go For Inner Cuteness.If You Like Her Attitude,Her Style of Interacting,Her Nature,Her Commitment etc.,Then Ask For Her Number.Painting up A Face Doesn't make a Girl Beautiful.See Pornstars,Are They Beautiful?No Way.If You Like Her 'inner Awesomeness' regardless of her So Called Size and Shape,then Go For It Dude.
     
  16. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    She was nice. She was classy, not trashy, she was funny, and nice, not snobby. Attractiveness isn't that major for me, personality is though. But who's complaining if they're good looking, right? Ahahaha!

    I think I will lay off the 300 push-ups today, and only do 200. I was shoveling dirt and swinging a pick-ax from 8:00 a.m. till noon for a missionary project. It was all apart of my penance. I didn't break either just to keep teaching myself a lesson.

    Can I get your guys' opinion about that? Is punishing myself for my relapse a good or bad thing? I mean, the 300 push-ups help tire out my arms so I can't PMO. But I think it's healthy. I don't think I should ever forget the bad things I have done.

    Here's a new goal:

    If I was a user and doer of PMO for the most of three years, and I P/MO most of those three years (with heavy consumption of P towards the end), I will have P/MO about 1,095. Damn, poor wasted sperm... And all that effort that could have been put towards something else! Now, lets say I spent about 5-10 minutes each time I PMO. I would have spent 5,475-10,950 minutes (if I'm doing the math right) jacking off. My goal is to spend three years clean to balance all of this out :)

    IGY, we're APs. How you doin' buddy?

    Btw, thanks for the support justcause47

    Wish me luck,

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
  17. IGY

    IGY Guest

    So, is punishing yourself for your relapse a good or bad thing? Well, how would you answer that for the dozens of others on this forum that have relapsed within the last 4/5 days? No doubt you would say it is a bad thing, right? When you pray to God and you ask for his forgiveness and he grants it, he does not want you to be punishing yourself for days and weeks afterwards. See forgiveness from God's point of view and read Psalm 103.

    Yes, I am doing well thanks partner.
     
  18. Squeaky Soul

    Squeaky Soul Fapstronaut

    809
    265
    63
    I don't think God has forgiven me yet. I'll go to church later and pray.

    Thanks buckaroo, I appreciate the advice. I'll my hard work as keeping myself busy, not punishing. That'll be productive.

    ~Squeaky Soul
     
  19. IGY

    IGY Guest

    Why haven't you asked God to forgive you yet? I thought you would do that straight away. :confused:
     

Share This Page