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The most inspirational post I ever read

Discussion in 'Success Stories' started by fercho29, Nov 24, 2018.

  1. More than 3 years ago I started my reboot, a painful path to a PMO free life after so many years of slavery
    I found thia powerful post in the Reddit version of NoFap, I copied it in my cellphone to have it handy to read every time I struggle with some urges.
    I had some strong urges yesterday night, they feel impossible to resist, until I read once again this and realized once more that IT IS NOT WORTH IT.
    This is the post, it is part of my “Emergency Toolbox”, a set of inspirational readings I have to read when I need to “get back to reality from the fantasies of the P world”.

    “ Been here for a while on this throwaway, but this is my first ever post.

    I lost count of my streak (been a few months) and the mere thought of fapping just makes me sick nowadays. I can't even imagine myself returning to my old ways. Ever.

    Just the thoughts of:

    • Being a creepy, lonely fucker- sitting in a dark room alone, face lit by a mechanical, cold computer screen that does not give a damn about you.

    • The sweaty hands and balls, stinking crotch and heavy, animalistic breathing- like you're a fiendish creature. The more you watch and wank, the more disturbing your fetish gets. You end up watching gay sex when your not even turned on by gay sex. Beastiality. Peadophilia. You name it. It erodes your conscience. You're a beast.

    • The frying of your dopamine receptors- and your mind is submerged; eroding in a chemical bath. You're somewhere else, and nothing makes sense. Your facial expression is enough to turn your mother away in disgust.

    • The mindless, 5 seconds worth of numbness upon orgasm (I say numbness- this isn't pleasure not even close). Forgotten as soon as it happens. No emotion post orgasm. Just the blurry vision and aching heart. Your dick hates you for lying to it again and shrivels up even smaller than before.

    • Your load- the millions of sperm, the life force in your body, scrunched up in a tissue and thrown in the bin. These sperm, your potential future sons and daughters, spat out and killed, left to rot in the rubbish because of your selfish, ghastly desires.

    • And that EMPTY ass feeling when it's all over- you fall back into reality with a crash. You quickly turn off the porn on your PC because you suddenly fucking hate it. It's the worst thing ever at this point.

    • Then that burning sensation of regret as you sit there alone. Thinking "What the fuck". You spend the rest of the day alone- weakness, anxiety, depression all kicks in 10x worse than before you PMO'd. Video games are your friend- they don't judge you for being so vile. Soulless, mechanical mediums suddenly

      replace intimacy with real people.

    • You can't look your mom in the eye and tell her you love her, you can't go outside and play football with your innocent, pure brother. You can't imagine helping your sister with her homework because the thought of being alone in a room with a "vagina" instantly means you must fuck it.

    • Withdrawal from closest friends who cannot help you because they've no idea what the problem is. Grades suffer- future looks bleak. Think about ending it, suicide. Think about cutting yourself, drugs, prostitutes... And then realise you're a pathetic fuck who hasn't got the balls to do either-

    • And so you turn on your computer. And so the cycle continues.
    NoFappers, looking back at these points in my life, I hand on heart swear that PMO addiction is the worst thing to have ever happened to me. It sickens me thinking of these points in my life, and I vow I'll never return to this endless cycle of misery.

    And I hope that those out there reading this can relate to my experiences, and see in writing how pathetic it is to give in to these urges. See with your own eyes and learn from my experiences about about how PMO lifestyle is just a downward spiral. And find it within yourself to bring yourselves out of this pit of darkness.

    It's not worth it at all is it? Don't destroy your valuable, short time on this earth. Live it to the fullest, and live it well. There are no second chances.

    I wish you all the best.”

    You can read more og the “Emergency Toolbox readings here:

    https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.p...y-first-320-days-of-reboot.62938/#post-473978

    Stay strong
    Fercho
     
  2. Good relating post but paws making me think otherwise.
    Are you out of flatline and withdrawals?
    How many days under your belt?
     
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  3. This is just what I needed! Putting this in my emergency notes.
     
  4. 4DCreator

    4DCreator Fapstronaut

    :emoji_clap::emoji_clap::emoji_clap::emoji_clap: great read
     
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  5. Amends25

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    Thank you so much...you just gave me a mirror to look at myself
    And honestly...i do need a fucking make over...
    Lead the way bro
    Am on board captain
     
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  6. Relationship Rebooter

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    Fucking hell I remember seeing this post and it hit me so hard and I relapsed and have been looking for it for weeks. Thank you to whoever wrote this. You saved me too keep on fighting. Seriously I appreciate this more than you’ll understand.
     
  7. I am glad reposting this great post helped you today @Relationship Rebooter
    You should copy it to your cellphone or any place you have it handy, so you can read it as soon as urges come. I do this all the time.
    The other powerful phrase that has helped me many times from relapsing is the following:
    If you want to know if something is good or bad for you, you need to ask yourself two questions: how it will leave you? And where it will lead you? If the reply is : “worst than now, depressed, sad, despondent”...you should not do it!

    Stay strong
    Fercho
     
  8. Powerous

    Powerous Fapstronaut

    Thank you so much for this
     
  9. Badme

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    I love this post brother. It really related to my own life...... I will always read this kind of post so that I can get an inspiration and motivation from here
     
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  10. Randox

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    Thanks alot.
     
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  11. theends

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    Thanks for posting this. We're all going to eventually make it in this journey!
     
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  12. Yes @theends , it takes some time and a lot if effort but we can overcome this shity addiction
     
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  13. Randox

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  14. Thanks man, very eye opening post !!
     
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  15. BDante

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    This was truly something. The fact remains that our minds cannot perceive the truth when filled with lust. Now I understand why you read it again and again.
    You Inspire me and I wish you all the best!
     
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  16. Just Rose

    Just Rose Distinguished Fapstronaut

    Congrats @fercho29 ! That was a really deep post
     
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  17. BAZBAZ

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    After a long break, I decided to come back. And this is the first post that i read and this gave me hope again. Thank you so much for sharing this. :emoji_pray:
     
  18. rockstarpsr

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    same here bro returning after a long time. Hope we can beat the beast this time!! Stay strong!!
     
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  19. control your life

    control your life Distinguished Fapstronaut

    thanks a lot ,motivational stuff ,you have to ask yourself two questions - i like that
     
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  20. Thank you for the post Fercho!
     

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