The NoFap way -Q3 and Q4 ending the year right

I had another thread about getting laid, raising your energy and saving your power.

This thread is more about endurance and being able to fully disengage from fapping for a longer period of time

From my other thread I would abstain for a whole month, and sometimes go for 60 day intervals without busting a nut or switching on porn. The last run for me was 50 days

I also documented other successes going on in my life during that time: increased focused, more aggressive about goals, speaking different, getting a feel for more presence around women that can tell I'm not fapping. I also talk a lot about NoFap and how that turns into success in life

In full disclosure and being completely honest, I want to make this thread about the 180 or so days that are left in the year (maybe less) and making it all the way through NoFap no edging vivid dreams from now until the end of the year

If I mess it up I will just have to delete the thread or end the discussion, I will show you how I do it along the way

Day 1

 

The first day

I had a string of NoFap success for around 50 days snapped because I lost the chance to get a funded account (as a futures trader) and I spent about the first half of this year not making a dollar from trading with them in real money or on their simulator, the depression was so intense, I have to imagine what it would be like if something went wrong again how do I fully anchor myself in the reason why I am going to succeed at the challenge

It seems like the attempt to be a short seller in this market has been my fixated goal, it has not worked in very long, I dont even want to continue short selling any more but there is purpose in it, some of you guys reading this are probably not that market oriented, but it would be a step in the right direction for me financially if I can call this market top and make a good amount of money on a decline in stock prices

Getting destroyed on moves higher over the years prompted me to fap out of my own misery of lost money and lost livelihood, for this I dont see myself trading for more than 5 or 10 years, I am thirty now, and I have a level of disgust for the system and the way this market works that I can't describe how frustrated I feel

If you asked me how to NoFap for more than a month I would say just remove the habit from your life, that ritual gone leaves you with more time and focus.....

Anyway, I dont consider today to be a total relapse, but I thought it would be worth it to say that I am setting myself up to finishing off the year on this continued momentum toward finishing 5 months or more with NoFap!