The reality of porn addiction

Hi, I'm Mike. I've tried to escape porn addiction several times. Every time I break out of the prison cell, I run and run as far away as possible. Somehow, they always find me and bring me back to that same cell i've been in for the past 4 1/2 years.

There were a couple of times I thought I had escaped for good. It had been 61 days. Maybe they had stopped looking, maybe I was free right? They found me and they brought me back in shackles. However, when I got back I kept on scratching at the prison cell, whittling away the bars...

I broke free again. This time I made it 17 days until they found me. They threw me back into the same cell again. I felt hopeful. Maybe I had cracked the code?

Soon I broke free again. This time I fought back directly, and I was winning. I felt more powerful than them. I learned how to defend myself. I was winning the war.

Unfortunately, one day I let my guard down. One of them crept in and ambushed me. I was tired and my willpower was drained. Well, at least I was autonomous for 22 days. I had lost.

They brought me back in a full body suit. They threw me into a new cell. A cell even harder to break out of. This time they chained me to the wall and put 24/7 surveillance on me. This is the most inescapable cell I've been in.

I sit here writing from this cell today. This is the hardest spot yet. Every time I make an effort to break free, they always bring me back. Might as well give up?

No. I will keep on getting up again, again, and again until I win. Every time my addiction knocks me down I will get back up. I'm not giving up until every last ounce of corruption is ridded from my brain. Bring it on.