The seeking behaviour changes? and you also just find porn and porn subs less appealing overall?

Something I have noticed is you begin to stop getting that urge to seek porn or porn subs, and even if you do get an urge to search it, it's almost like you can say no much easier and refuse it.

Sexual urges will not go away completely. It's natural to have sexual urges. But something I have noticed is I get sexual urges much less these days. I'd say I maybe get a sexual urge once every 2-3 days. Where as when I was going on porn I felt horny all the time and PMOed constantly. But I don't believe this was a true natural sexual urge. Another thing I have noticed more these days is when I get a sexual I more think of natural things, like simply thinking about a female I know, rather than thinking about going on my laptop and going on porn. It really feels like that urge to go on my laptop and go on porn and porn subs is going away, even when I do get a sexual urge. I am more thinking about real life women these days when I am getting a sexual urge. That powerful urge to open my computer and search porn and porn subs seems to be disappearing for the most part, and this even seems to be the case when I feel horny.

But I do believe porn and porn subs have the ability to grab you. This goes for guys who are and aren't addicted to it. But obviously it is much worse for guys who are addicted to it. If I did see something triggering these days for the most part I seem to be able to refuse it much better. It seems like my decision making is a lot better, and I also don't find porn and porn subs anywhere near as appealing as I used to.

Something that I do believe and think can be quite dangerous though is it doesn't take much to really like porn again and to become really turned on by porn again. There has been times in the past I have went on porn and porn subs and thought it was boring at first, but then I just continued to edge, masturbating to it, flicking about loads of different content, and before I knew it I was really turned on by it again.

I personally think it takes much longer and is much more difficult to get to a point you don't like porn as much, and to get your decision making better. Where as it is much easier to like porn again if you were at a point you found it boring. Basically if you found the porn boring it wouldn't take long from flicking about different content and masturbating to it before you were really turned on by it again. This is why you need to remember to keep using that good decision making and refuse it.

Other dangers are if something is really stressing you out or something. I have noticed when something stressful has happened this has gave me a huge urge to search for porn and porn subs. I remember something stressful actually caused me to feel sexually aroused and I started feeling really sexually excited at the thought of searching for porn and porn subs.

Another danger I actually noticed last night was giving in to something might also cause an urge to search porn and porn subs. So for instance I am on a diet, and last night I was extremely hungry, and I kept fighting with my self in my mind wither to order a fast food takeaway or not. But I eventually ended up giving in and ordering a fast food takeaway. But the strange thing is after I ate it I felt this sort of down feeling and this gave me an urge to search porn. So I am not sure if this was because my willpower was already weakened from ordering the fast food takeaway, or if it was because I felt down after eating it, or maybe both. To me it kind of seems like good choices will lead to more good choices, where as bad choices will lead to more bad choices.

I didn't actually search porn or porn subs last night after I ate this fast food takeaway by the way. But I did seem to get quite a strong urge to search porn and porn subs after I finished the fast food takeaway.