Hello everyone. I am a boy and my age is 20. When I was 10 years old , I started watching porn and also started getting addicted to masturbating(to which I am still addicted). I have been so addicted to masturbating that I constantly masturbated on average of 3-4 times per day for 10 years(really I mean it). Now from past 1 year , I am able to see my sexual health getting ruined very badly. I have never been in any relationship and I am still a virgin. I think masturbation has ruined my life because I look too old(like 30-35 years old). Due to this , I have no friends in college and I have hardly ever talked to any girl in last 5-6 years(except my mother and sister).I am getting bald and those hairs which are left on my head are getting white. I think I was suffering from depression last year but then I got a job and from then I started feeling a bit happy and positive. My sexual health is just horrible. I ejaculate very early(mostly within 10 seconds after starting watching porn even with mild rub on penis). I suffer from erectile dysfunction as my erection doesn't last for even 20 seconds.My penis is also very short(<10 cm). Apart from these I also urinate very frequently , so I doubt that I from suffering from diabetes also. I just can't believe what I have done to myself. I have just signed up on this website and hope to get rid of my addiction to masturbation and porn. I want to ask you guys that if I somehow stop masturbating completely for 1-2 years(although it is very difficult for me) , then can it renew my sexual health or I am just too late and nothing can be done now? Sorry for my bad English.